Colourful Music

2009-07-16T15:49:00.003+08:00

LOL. Just passed by an extremely random person who made an extremely 恍妙 comment. before i state what the person said, i shall post the background story first.

ok. after school, sm and i were walking out of the school gate to the bus 30 bus stop ( I had to go her house to do smp and la creative product...). anyways, we were talking normally as usual and werent doing anything funny. HOWEVER, this man, walked by us, and said: "So young already lesbian." O.O. LESBIAN?!?!?! we werent even holding hands or whatsoever. HAHAS what a really 恍妙 comment. i can only say, that man's inference skills are horrible and he will probably fail his humanities subjects (if he was still in school)...

FYI: that man is middle-aged and should have much more sense... haiz... AND sm and I are definitely straight...

hahas. this must be the most random post on my blog after like a million years. but this 'encounter' is really one in a lifetime. hahas. well, shall go do work le. tata~

2009-06-23T19:32:00.002+08:00

常常有人说我很懂事，从我的嘴说出口还蛮厚脸皮的吧。但是我自己认为我是一个抱着梦想的幼稚又董事的人。为什么加了‘幼稚’呢？那是因为我非常认同九把刀所说的一句话：“只有幼稚的人，才能改变这个世界。因为他们幼稚到，完全不懂得害怕。” 我并不真的要‘改变这个世界’，我没有那么伟大。但是，我想要自己幼稚到，完全不懂得害怕，只懂得望梦想冲。这样，我才会真地实现自己的梦想，以后当一个现在的自己想要成为的人。。。

最近，我迷恋了一本书。不，不是算真正的迷恋，还没有到那一个程度。因该说是，很喜欢一本书。那本书呢，是第一本我读得非常快的华文书。它的页数并不少，有260+。是一本从右读到左，从上读到下的繁体华文书。它就是九把刀所写的‘后青春期的诗’。起初，我承认，我是被它的名称给吸引住了。它和五月天去年发的专辑的名称一莫一样，也被五月天背书。后来发现它的作者是九把刀，就决定买下它了。它的内容简单，用的字眼也不难，因此，对我这个华文程度滥到不行的人来说，很容易读。有些人也许不怎么喜欢它，因为九把刀是以‘自己’的故事写的，整个故事都很个人化。也许是我想太多，但是我觉得这个故事背后的启发很大，从每一件事情发生的一点一滴都很有意义。。。

读着读着，我很快就读完它了。我不能真的把我的心情用文字来表达-我的华文程度不够好，但我只能说它给了我继续追求梦想的勇气。正在对梦想挣扎的我，前一些日子，真的想过放弃现在的梦想，好好读书，当一个大家都想要我当的医生或企业家，放弃我对媒体的热心。我不曾和他人硕果，但是，我自己也觉得媒体这条路不好走，尤其是对一个女生来说。。。表面上，我非常相信自己，也对未来追求媒体路线很有信心。但是说真的，我很挣扎。。。我想要向台湾发展，毕竟它们那里能算是华语媒体最发达的地方。但是华文程度不好的我，对媒体也许也不怎么了解。只是抱着一份热情，一份兴趣，但一点才华都没有。。。我真的该往这条路走吗？现在又为何为课业如此的屏，毕竟，如果我以后往媒体的路的话，我并不真的需要现在所读的。。。我真的不知道。。。

读了这本书后，我决定不要顾太多，做一个‘幼稚’的人。做好自己现在该做的，但也抱着对未来的梦想。也许，十年后我会改变，变成一个和现在的自己想象得很不一样，我真的不知道。现在的我相信热情对待梦想能带我走以后的路。我想，这就足够了吧。。。

“不要还把你不相信的东西”

2009-05-15T18:00:00.003+08:00

lol im feeling happy now =) just watched our class girls play interclass. Jess and Nic were THE players! hahas won both matches today =D good job 4L~ our guys played well too!

lol currently contemplating whether or not to go for the SAE open house tmr... well, i shall decide later. hahas this shall be one of my seldom random posts on this blog =) sayo~

2009-05-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

lol after so long, im finally blogging again.

just watched an anime (yep it is one of the FEW anime that i actually watched). it is called '火垂るの墓' aka Grave of the Fireflies. A really great and sad anime. lol cried at the ending. its about the second world war from a japanese teenage boy and little girl's perspective. Anyone who feels like crying, go watch this anime...

hahas once again things have proven "Perspective (really) changes everything"~~

2009-04-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

今天，我看了一个节目。大家也许不会想象我会看这一个节目，但是我看了。那一个节目就是我爱黑社会。那一集的主题就是写一篇关于爱情的作文。节目到了尾声，黑人分享了自己写的作文。这是他在别的地方所看到的。这一个故事感动了许多人。在这儿我也想和大家分享黑人所写的作文：

一对退休的老夫老妻，恋爱了三十年，育有一女，长年旅居美国，大概三年才回来台湾一次。这对老夫妻一直过着有如年轻情侣般的生活。每天爬山，运动，整理自己美丽的花园，一起在阳台阅读，晚上就在附近的公园散散步。每天都在恋爱，令人羡慕不已。
在某天的夜里，月光从窗帘的隙缝中穿了进来，射在老伴的侧脸。当这位老教授正在感恩老天赐给他如此美丽贤淑的妻子时，他的右手突然感到一阵奇怪的感觉，原来是他的太太尿床了。在这天之后，老教授就再也叫不醒他那美丽的妻子了。
在告别式上，他的学生街坊都叫他节哀顺变，不要想太多，不要难过。而他就像退休前在课堂上，教导学生般那样沉稳的回应说：谢谢大家来。但老教授早有自己的规划了，他一如往常的做着自己正常的作息，一边把自己喜欢的书以及盆栽分送给邻居街坊。但殊不知他的计划已经展开了。
在书房昏暗的台灯，照在桌上的药和水杯，陪伴教授的只剩孤单和寂寞。他正要把药放进嘴里的那个时候，电话突然响起。是在美国的女儿打来的。她说：‘爸，我好想你。我在美国的机场，我要上飞机了。我要回来陪你。’这时候老教授突然清醒，看着水杯及药丸，但眼前却浮现了老伴温柔慈祥的脸，说着：为我好好活着，我好爱你。老教授的眼泪再也挡不住。原来他需要的只是一种简单被爱的感觉。

我自己认为这一个故事简单又美丽。因此在这儿，我想和大家分享黑人所写的这一个作文。谢谢黑人。

2009-03-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

lol im supposed to be sleeping now... hahas or at least i feel like sleeping now =) but wells decided to blog after a long time.

many things have happened recently and esp one is extremely irritating. lol shall not mention wat it is but well its gotta do with some 'replies'. well. nvr knew some people were like tat. hahas. perhaps he is right. i just dun have the courage to offend some people... sad... haiz shall not talk abt these meaningless things now hahas.

yay rr competition just ended, at least for junior high and we are in PREMIERE LEAGUE for next year!!! HOORAY!!! lol. actually im happy with this year's performance (at least in terms of teams in the finals and awards =D) hahas proud of justin and en zhi (they got 2nd and 3rd respectively for div 1 hahas) lol shermin did well too, improving by 5 seconds in just one night =) pro!

hahas for my team, we manage to clinch 5th in open, getting us a merit award. after 3 years, finally an AWARD!!! lol not very good but at least still something. and now i can gladly said THE 'HOLY TRINITIY' DID ACHIEVE SOMETHING. hahas YOU noe wat i mean =)

lol talking abt 'holy trinity', i miss the times where we study together and discussed about things together. not even mentioning our attempt at thinkquest. hahas. its been two years before we got to do another project together again. many things have changed and i realised i actually have quite a lot of regrets in dhs... lol from the trinity to the kakis, they mainly revolve around the same things. hahas but im glad to have gained much as well =) lol esp from the seniors of item.

hope that gary, mervyn, siew ting and haoyi will do well in tmr's JC/ITE competition!

2009-03-05T20:39:00.002+08:00

今天发生了好多事。。。真得是多到我都不想再多说什么了。只能用一个字来形容“衰”。

这些事情不得不让我想起
这世界人与人的容忍度到底跑去哪里了？

先不说不开心的事了。在着我想推荐两首歌。哈哈推荐小猪罗志祥 “撑腰” mv。真得很酷。

还有多一首歌。它未正式的发表，歌名叫做：你的军装。

lol credits to sugoishowV

2009-02-10T18:16:00.002+08:00

我刚刚到家。。。今天的课结束很晚，看见学校空荡荡的，不禁地感到有一些些的寂寞。。。哈哈现在我应该是在做历史吧。但我还是待回儿再做吧。突然感性了起来，想感谢一些人。。。若有什么错别字请多多包含。哈哈。。。

谢谢 Feli 和 Sheryl。每次陪我一起搭12号巴士回家，虽然我们住在不同的地方，但至少在那不长又不短的一个小时里，有人陪伴。

谢谢 Nic, Jess, Feli, Sub, Ching, SX, Sheryl 和 HH。每天一吃饭，一起聊天，使我的校园生活精彩了许多。

谢谢 Jess 。每一天比我早到学校的你，让我没有一个人面对课室的四墙。去年，进入新的一班时，认识的人不多，但也因此变成更好的朋友。

谢谢 Nic 。你的活泼和开朗是我开心了起来，也是我去年的历史课有了很好的回忆。

谢谢 Janey, Shimin 和 CK 。谢谢你们让我去年留下了许多美好的回忆。我还记得我们第一次的讨论是武松打虎，第一次一起做饼干。虽然这些时光很快就过去了，但是我还是很感谢你们，让我在去年陌生的环境里找到了一群一起玩的朋友，有许多的色彩。。。

谢谢 Shimin 。但也很对不起。和你进入了同一个班，变成了要好的朋友，是我一个很幸运的事。但身为你的树下，却没有完完全全地帮你。抱歉！还有，虽然你很爱讲话，每一次说话也很大声，但是你的这些话是我的生活不曾安静下来，也因此是我开朗了起来。

谢谢所有教我的老师们。你们的热诚是我上课时的动力。希望没有让你们失望。。。

谢谢所有3L的同学们。一起学习的我们，虽然有很多不同人，但是各有各的特色。

当然也要谢谢 Kim, Wanyings, Sarah 和 Heather 。是你们是我中一和中二的生活非常得愉快。虽然我们现在很少见面，但是我还是蛮想念当初的日子。

也谢谢所有2Anzio的人。同班了两年，一起经过的也不少。

明年，也许就要分离了，不一样的人，选择不一样的科目，进入不一样的路，但是我还是会想念你们的。

对2A：有时还要见见面哦!
对4L: 我们还有一年，以期家有吧！

哈哈当然，我也没有忘了我的最爱，IT'em =) 谢谢你们大家的陪伴，一起准备比赛，一起玩耍，每一年的BBQ 都很好玩，Chalet 也是重头戏。尤其是谢谢 Guppy, Gary, Irene, ST, Oli, Zenn, Haoyi, TJ, SM, Bear, YH 和所有的 junior 们，在这里认识了你们，让我感觉CCA就像一个家一样，而你们就是我的家人。。。

谢谢大家。。。如果没有你们每一个人，我想我今天也会很不一样。。。

哈哈最后，我也要谢谢五月天。你们的歌曲让我有了许多感想，也开发了我追求梦想的热心。你们的歌充满了意义，也充满了力量。从去年第一次看到你们的演唱会，那是一个百分之百的巧合。那一个巧合能说是改变了我。有些人也许觉得很夸张，但是当你感受到我所从五月天的歌感受到的时，你就会发现，那真得不一样。也许那让你改变和变开朗的不是五月天，但对我来说，他们写的歌能是让我找到了自己，找到了一个梦想，一个能让我追求的梦想，一个能让我摆脱平凡的人生的梦想。谢谢你们。。。

2009-02-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

lol im posting again after like half a month?!? hahas nvm lah. lol congrats to hwachong and RI for winning the inter-school budget debate challenge secondary division. lol it was a really good and cool experience. actually, i also dunno wat i wan2 post. just suddenly felt like typing something since i was updating item blog. lols.

oh ya, anyone noes where i can get the movie 五月之戀? hahas just came across it a few days ago (even though it was released like years ago) anyways, happy chinese new year. hope this year will be a better year with less emo-ness. hahas

ok im crapping. shall blog again when my mind becomes clearer. Jia You!!!

~人生不怕风浪只怕自己无志气~

2009-01-15T21:10:00.004+08:00

lol im finally able to post again... school's been really hectic recently. hahas seems like everything just came crashing. am extremely tired and drained now... last week was orientation (hahas many complains but nvm) and this week is spent working on today's debate.

hahas had a debate today at the treasury building... well, for first timers i felt that i did not too badly even though i could have been much better... took up too many POIs and missed out a whole point...screwed the thing up and lost to HCI in the end... haiz... really sorry to wenting, xue xue, mr bennet lim and ms nancy ng... and of course to all those who gave us their support...

realise im tied with many expectations and fear of disappointments recently. be it from myself or from others... the importance of my mid-year grade, esp my chem... if i really lose tat scholarship, i will prob disapoint many... thought that i had the mental preparation having predicted it from last year eoys. but when hope came again that i may be able to use mid years, and came crashing again when mrs chu told me to get mentally prepared, i realised all was gone. all the "preparedness" was crap. im still lost and confused...haiz. also having lost today's debate i already feel many disappointments... i seriously hate these scholarship thing that i totally have no interest for... it is now just grades grades and more grades...and the ironic thing is the fac that i wan2 enter, hardly even requires grades...

how i wish i can turn back the clock and take O levels. then i will be able to go poly and take the course that i like... of course that is impossible now... really confused now. seems like i belong no where. or should i say im at a place where i really dun belong...
how i wish i can just get away from all these and start doing the things i like...but then again, who am i...

总有出头天的那一天。人生不怕海浪，只怕自己无志气~~~

2008-12-31T00:31:00.002+08:00

ok heres the "next post" lol. enjoy. (credits to sugoishow2 on youtube) hope the sg concert will be as good as this...

so here it goes:

2008-12-30T23:54:00.004+08:00

hahas after around TWO LONG MONTHS, im finally blogging again. for those that actually see this post, thanks a lot for viewing my blog again. well, almost wanted to announce this blog dead but decided to forget it. ok im not sleeping yet cos my bro is playing some weird game on miniclip and refuses to go to bed and im using his comp but now knowing what to do. zzz.

oh man, the hols are gonna be over and i havent finished hmw. hahas. no motivation. turning slack (not that i havent been one for the past year or so)

hahas cant wait for this sunday, 4th jan!!! lol gonna prepare blue lightsticks and have a great time =) cos mayday is coming to sg!! watched their taiwan concert on youtube. it was great!!! looking forward to it. oh ya and i need to apologise to shimin here. cos i sort of dragged her along with me. SORRY!

anyways, love ashin's blog. his blog is really inspirational and i love his songs!!! mayday is <3333 ok great. i HATE blogger... i posted a whole lots but its all screwed up... im sad...

anyways, was saying that lots of things have happened and i found a dream school. its the School of Audio Engineering. a school that i will be able to study film / audio engineering after my "A"s and get a degree. AND its in Singapore. well that is if my parents allow me too (and thus not study science). its really THE IDEAL.

ok i cant rmb what i just typed( before blogger screwed up...) oh ya. tmr is the last day of 2008. here i shall just say MERRY X MAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! hahas loooking to tmr cos im going uncle jack's house =) yay. will be able to catch the taipei countdown (hahas and mayday will be there). it will be a whole 6 HOURS starting from 7 pm =D

lol my brain is really dead now and my mood is totally screwed by blogger... ok but i shall end my post on a happy note by posting 五月天十万人出头天演唱会 <333 its GREAT (at least to me. hahas) so here it goes: (for the safety of my posts, i shall post it on the next post. zzz)

2008-11-09T12:29:00.003+08:00

hahas its been super long since i posted. nowadays living in a really confused state again... haiz. aiya nvm lah. anyways, now kinda busy with video projects and blah. lol.

今日的我真得不知道该往哪里走
一直向往的方向却不知自己是否坚持得住
那段路一定会非常的寂寞孤单
也不会容易走演艺圈如此的黑暗
就算要做幕后我想也很难
我该不该在这里停呢
把它当作一个美梦
一个我永远都达不到的境界
我不想放弃但现实确实如此的残酷
要走向那方向要考虑的不只是自己
还有许多的因素我想也需要很多钱
钱不是万能但是没有钱真的万万不能。。。

我想我只好加油吧

「你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色

你決定不恨了也決定不愛了

把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合

我站在你左側卻像隔著銀河

難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了然後才後悔著

你值得真正的快樂你應該脫下你穿的保護色

為什麼失去了還要被懲罰呢

能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻重新開始活著」

from ashin's blog

2008-08-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

lol today was a relatively shit day... the whole jnr high concert was screwed. with people ap-ing each other and getting ap-ed. forget it. thinking about it only makes things worse...

luckily, i decided to go back to shps. it totally saved my day. hahas. did many kuku but fun things. and surprisingly, sam was exceptionally high today. lol also dunno y. but the whole day ended with a blast. even though there may be some ocassional cold silence here and there, but we still managed to fill up the gaps and really laughed a lot. =) thank you all 6/8 2005!

lol going to go to rsaf airshow tmr. hope that everything will go on smoothly. comex will be on sun. and there goes my whole hols cos the rest will probably be used up for njrc... well, wish me luck!

2008-08-20T19:45:00.003+08:00

disclaimer: this post is going to be relatively emo... if u are happy. u are advised not to read it.

A star seems so far away...
many things have happened today. things that seem to have turned my life up and down. im suddenly lost. everything that i was once confident about have all disappeared. on the bus ride home, thought alot. feeling better now. in a way. not very sad now but just doesnt seem to be able to laugh out loud... i used to say as long as u work hard, anything is possible. how funny... all these have turned into blank words. words that are never real. what if ur niche is just not ur interest? what if ur niche is just exactly opposite of ur interest? should i follow my niche. or my interest. what is my interest? i dun wan to regret things that i do again. i need it. be it for the exposure or for the prestige. even more. i nd it to ironically fulfill my interest... but i dun want to end up getting rejected. getting hurt again... im tired of always being second. some may say. being second is still better than nothing. but by the time comes, and u are always stuck at second. u will rather be nothing. at least there is no disappointment. im tired of expectations. expectations that i give myself. expectations that others give me. even casual remarks that i fail to reach. it just hurts even more... im tired of achieving. tired of putting in but not achieving. tired of doing my best but nvr recognised. what if my interest is just not my niche. no matter what i do. im feeling very lost now... no longer know what i should do. my aim in life has suddenly disappeared. or not. my aim in life has suddenly doubled. its supposed to be a good thing. but what if the double just clashes with the first and u have to choose one. what would u choose. what should i choose. i want answers but i dun wan big words. words that are just there and sounds nice. seems logical and meaningful and in actual fact are just empty. i feel the stress. but i have no idea who or where it is coming from. maybe its myself. maybe its just my inner psyche. my dreams and aspirations just suddenly seem so far away... seems like im never able to reach them. just seemed that im not meant for it...
i guess im just not fated to reach it...
once again, 我觉得自己好无能。好没用。我恨我自己。只会批评别人却未看过自己。以为自己很好。其实全都是虚伪的。。。我好假哦。我真的不知该做什么。该说什么。才能让你们感觉好一点。不要再推开我。好吗。

2008-08-19T18:53:00.002+08:00

lol ytd was a tiring day. mostly due to njrc and stuffs... luckily, today was much better.

hist was probably the only horrible lesson today... ok. it was like the norm. mr chiang just came in and gave us practice all over again. i guess this drill will be helpful but its kinda torturous now... lol made me realised once again how little knowledge i have of the whole topic and stuff. just like how i didnt know who was chamberlain...

bio was not too bad lol me,jane,sm and wenjin were talking about trips and singing. hahas. went back with sm and went to her house to edit the la film. finally finished!!! yay. one load is finally down!!!

hahas joke of the day, said on the train:

shimin: deep inside me, 我是一个不爱讲话的人. (lol from the book tat gup gave her)

how true... lets be our own judge =) ty huihan again for the drawing. its really nice =) shall take a pic and post it soon. hahas. well for now, tats all. bb!

2008-08-17T22:08:00.003+08:00

lol dunno y but just feel like blogging now. ok.. its not a very ideal time but who cares. lol. anyways. hahas lala won xing guang =) i like her songs.

went to hortpark today morning to walk. hahas. a bit random but my parents wanted to go so i followed. walked around 4.5-5 km today =) tat place is quite cool although i still prefered the macritchie hike item had last year. lol. item people. any takers to go on this hortpark hike this year? hahas my parents are thinking of going again next sunday to walk the other area. =D sadly, didnt bring my phone along so didnt take pics =( nvm theres still next week!

just chionged finish la film at shimin's house just now... ok it wasnt too bad. ended earlier then we expected. the whole film is around 12 min and we were really grateful to mr harris for allowing us the extra 2 min =) hahas. thanks!

the film is not too bad i guess. for once. i can use my songs freely without caring about copyright issues. haiz. very tired now... attempted to do chem but failed horribly. i guess im just gonna have to do it tmr in school. anyway, needa go down to ssc tmr =( until 6pm... there goes my day. haiz. well nvm i guess. hope we can get something in njrc this year...

i think im gonna sleep le. afterall, my eyes are gonna close any moment now. hahas cya next time. tata.

we are in need of someone to save the withering batch... too tired to even think about it... having thoughts of just saying goodbye...

2008-08-11T09:08:00.002+08:00

lol its weird waking up early in the holidays... but wells. after a good sleep. everything's better. i hope. haiz. this is the worst holidays ever. too many things. too little time. ytd was really A day. too many things happened in one day. things tat i never imagined. things tat i found i could not cope. even till now... ok im emo-ing again. but just let me be this once. or else. i think i will nvr say all these out again...
我觉得自己好无能。好没用。我恨我自己。只会批评别人却未看过自己。以为自己很好。其实全都是虚伪的。。。我好假哦。我真的不知该做什么。该说什么。才能让你们感觉好一点。不要再推开我。好吗。
我真得很累了。just realised from ytd. that 事事都是命中注定。haiz. wells. on a lighter note, i finally got 蕭敬騰 cd+dvd. lol. ok nvm. today. i will be out the whole day again. and im so dead. tats cause i havent done ANY of my homework and blah. AND i have been out almost everyday of the hols NOT cause of FUN but cause of WORK. aiya watever lah. do i hav a choice. sometimes i dun even noe why im doing this... many things to vent. but i guess not saying it here would be better. for me. and for everyone...
jiayou! to everyone who needs it!!!

2008-08-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

lol its been a while since i blogged. anyways, im waiting for 'hot shot' to load so i just decided to blog. lol happy tat the show is finally on in taiwan. at the same time, a little sad that jing lun got 6th in xing guang. actually thought tat he could get into top 5 but wells. nvm he did his best and really did sg proud =)

oh man. im so not used to my desktop's keyboard. keep having loads of typos. very irritating. these few days very hiong for me. chionging lotsa stuffs. just like on sat. i actually stayed up overnight at sm's house just to do la film editng and reviews, just to see many shots tat actually nd to be retaken...haiz. perhaps st is right, my expectations are just too high. even i myself cant reach. sad...

feeling very tired and sianz in school these days. dun really have much to enlighten my spirits. ok njrc this year is not too bad, i actually feel like we have a chance to win something. hahas really thanks to faris and desmond.they are really great people. learnt a lot from them.

perhaps it is cos everything is going ok.. there isnt really much anticipation nor excitement going on =(

well. some kuku things that actually happen today. lol my bro actually mixed up my house number with my dad's hp number. hahas and he didnt even realise that.

uploading eds video these days. ok some shots are really crap but wells i was sort of like going through the concert again (my 4th time le...saw the concert 3 times on the day itself: rehearsal, afternoon and night). ok no more surprises but i must say i didnt really get bored of it. one thing very good i guess. tats cos i prob have to go through it another hmm... lets say 3-5 times? just editing it? hahas. well. wish me luck. tata. gotta slp soon le =)

tests this week:
chines and la on the same day =(

2008-07-25T20:29:00.002+08:00

lol im posting again. ok great. im sick... down with horrible flu and cough. haiz. oh ya. 一切完美 is ending today =( last episode. omg i love that show. its like one of the only mediacorp shows that i really like nowadays. lol cant wait for 超级星光大道 and 命中注定 to be uploaded =) ok nvm im going crazy le. now.. y did i post today.

oh ya. to pay tribute to our dear shimin. for one, she finally admitted (actually more of a slip of mouth) something. lol.

in yuherng's mum's car:
(shimin smsing)
yuherng: hey is your phone still filled with ____ sms?
shimin: NO LAH
me: haha relax lah yu herng. from wat i see her phone is now all filled with ck,ck,ck dunno how many times then one jasper. lol
shimin: aiya nth lah. i was just telling him about something.
*slip of tongue and she exclaimed: MY CK

lol. we were all laughing at her kuku-ness again. lol. but woman. do relax kaes? dun take up too much pressure or else sure collapse one. rmb. talk things slowly.

had our first njrc course today. ok lah. things did not exactly went on that smoothly, with conflicts between sm and the 'trainers' due to some miscommunications and stuff. lol. jnrs were not really happy with the trainings also. haiz... aiya see what we can do bahs. anyways. nd to relax le lah. had like 4 tests this week. 2 tests on 1 days.

wednesday: Physics and Chem
today: La and math.

AND i had to miss school on thurs... haiz... next week. ANOTHER 4 TESTS

chem
bio
hist
math!!!

ok im so gonna die... haizzzz. lagging behind le... aiya heck lahs. lol. got more impt things to do now. actually not really, but hope to focus on njrc. afterall, last year le...
wells, off to settle some cca stuffs le. tata.

on the ending note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!!! (lol shall post up ur unglam pic some other time =D)

2008-07-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

lol. its been like half a month since i last posted!!! ok after i changed my skin, hahas got people like got people dun like but wells, im too lazy to change another one now =)

anyways i doubt i will post very often nowadays. anyone wans to tell me a better way to upload my pics. ok im seriously like a blog-idiot. im still using blogger to upload my pics and its freaking slow, thus i decided not to put much pics =(

anyways, i had a huge breakthrough on sat!!! ok other than the fact that njrc was relatively productive tat day, i recorded my first song!!! and i really mean its the kind where u go into a studio and record. just received the song today and wells, it was disappointing cos i was too nervous. haiz. but still, it was a great experience!! lol anyone wan2 sponser me to go for lessons?

oh ya and i've got great news.

I, LEE HUI MIN, HAVE FINALLY WON MY FIRST PRIZE FOR A SHORT FILM.

ok, so the competition was not tat tough. but wells, at least i got a prize =) its some form of recognition. anyways, its the chinese film competition thing that i was doing in i think feb or march. lol we actually got 3rd, losing to 2 maris stella films. AND. we got 2 best actors award =)
lol. the judges said sm actually could have won the best actress, if not for the tou xiao.
so wells, i guess i hav to apologise for not retaking.
sorry sm =(

lol i guess thats all for today. hope to be blogging soon. tata!

2008-07-03T20:11:00.003+08:00

lol it has been long since i posted. decided to change blogskin. ok sorry if it doesnt appeal to some people but i just found this skin kinda cute. lol. although very pinkish, but ISWAK2 is really nice =)

anyways, i STILL HAVENT FINISH my hol hmw. GG. haiz. gotta keep chionging and hope to get it out in time le. lol. for now, tats all.

tata.

2008-06-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

lols its been long since i last posted. lotsa things happen nowadays. many things to post (and do) abt.

1. level camp. haha so long ago le but still havent put up pics
2. uk trip. =)
3. item outing
4. class outing
5. genting trip
6. many many more...

lol. but there is one big prob. and that is. lol i havent finish my hmw =) aiya. cos of that prob, so i cant really blog much now.

to-do-list
1. blog and update
2. change skin!!!

hahas. well, got to say first, these may not be very soon. well. i will try to do everything asap =) tata. =D

2008-06-11T08:55:00.003+08:00

hahas my 100th post =) ok lah been quite long since i posted. since the last week has been spent for slacking. great. im two/ three weeks into the hols and hardly any of my hw has been finished.

anyway.

item outing yesterday was a blast! lol. it was extremely hiong and i daresay it was not like any other item bbq =) well. first, we met up and played captain ball at pasir ris park. nice game. then i went to the playground with tj, yh, jnr, kai ning, vanessa, gwen and geraldine. totally kuku-ed myself there. but watever, everyone had fun laughing =) zenn came and join not long after. lol he keep zao geng ytd cos his pants was dam low. went back and saw a lot of people there le. the yr 4s all reached except hao yi. lol. sm received a call and exclaimed " Hao Yi is at East Coast Park!" haha. classic. in the end he cabbed over. we were all shocked when he arrived =D started the 'handover' thing.

step 1: blindfold the snr
step 2: lead them over to a dark place
step 3: soda-spray!!
step 4: reveal the cake

lol. had lotsa fun ytd. even though few snr didnt turn up but wells, im glad i went for activity day ytd. =) great job item people =D

2008-06-02T16:00:00.002+08:00

lol shall blog some things abt uk trip first =) other than some emo things that happened, overall it was a blast =D shall not mention any thing abt the emo stuffs. ok pardon me cos the days were all mixed up cos of the time diff

day1 - met ck,winston and sm at changi airport at 12 mn. lol winston was dam niao that day. also dunno why, so was ck but it was dam fun. the plane ride was not too bad. qatar is actually quite nice. we were really lucky to get the red plane =) lol after we check- in, still had 2 hours. all the other people we like walking around then the four of us actually walked all the way to the skytrain and took it to terminal 2. haha. the whole train was like empty.

day2 - spent the day viewing london. lol somehow me and winston just started talking about the cars in uk =) anyways, miraculously winston offered to take pics. haha. that was probably the ONLY 2 pics that we really took tgt. haha. treasure sia. uk is really nice, the weather was quite cold but the whole place was really different.

day2 night- split up with ck and winston cos diff group =( made frens with jingqing and irene =) lol nice people. haha ate dinner tgt in a pub o.o actually we were not supposed to go in but cos mrs chu and ms pear were there so we were allowed in. haha. first time in a pub.

day3 - set off to dalefort after breakfast. it was like raining and really cold there. cant really recall much. sat in for a lesson abt intro to pembrokeshire.

day4 - river studies!!! haha it was really fun. actually i also dunno i go for wat cos i dun take geog. anyways, ms pear and mrs chu was trying to psycho me to change course when i come back. change from hist to geog. lol. but river studies was really fun. was grouped with jerm, yi jia and hwee chian. =) even though i got really wet, but it was worth

day 5 - urban studied. lol not as fun as river studies. but not bad. managed to go to town and did some shopping =) actually most of my shopping was done there at haverfordwest.

day 6 - coastal studies. haha almost fell asleep during the lessons. not only me k. anyways, not too bad lah when it came to hands-on. saw all the cool coastal plants and animals.

day 7 - day at oxford. actually didnt really shop much cos all the shops were like closing le. anyways, the visits to the universities were really cool. but was crazy. u are supposed to get top marks in 'A' levels to be able to get in. the cool thing was, the tutorials were one on one. lol saw a group of students there practising their summer theatrical. nice =)

day 8 - flight back to sg. lol on the first flight all of us were like spamming movies. haha ck,winston, sm and i wanted to like watch the same movies. managed to watch one tgt: hitman. haha.then me and sm watched legally blonde and i watched le grand chef. it was actually quite nice. sadly, i didnt managed to watch finish.

day 8 - transit at doha for like 3-4 hours. after looking around and buying the plane model, decided to eat and sit down to play cards. the food was extremely exp and oily. anyways, played bridge with ck, winston and sm. totally forgot that winston had learnt how to play bridge during wu song da hu lol. anyways he has a really cool style of playing. a style that made ck, sm and me O.O haha. but was really funny.

day 8 - flight 2, from doha to sg. ok i think this should be another day but wells, didnt do much. was too tired i guess. after take off, totally knock out and slept until lunch. missed a refreshment. touched down in sg at 1.50 pm

that was a whole overview of the trip =) a good getaway from sg. spent a lot. now still feeling quite sad cos i think i spent too much even though my parents were ok with it. anyone got lobang to part time jobs so that i can earn money? anyways, doubt i will mention anything about the emo things and things just got back to normal =) shall post up pics another time. till then. =D

2008-06-02T15:52:00.002+08:00

hello people. im back from uk! =) really glad that i didnt have any jet lag, just that i was super tired. after coming back, my mum dragged me to grandma house cos it was shaun's birthday. slept at 10.30 all the way till 2 pm today. haha 14 hours! nvr slept tat long before. anyways, shall post up some pics and blog abt uk another time. but really had a great time with ching, winston and sm =)

decided to try and pick up guitar during the hols. really hope to be able to achieve it.

putting everything away, energized to start afresh =)

2008-05-19T00:07:00.003+08:00

~~various people, various personalities.~~

i play different roles in life. with different people, i have different personalities. i know at least four major once, however, hardly any of them are true. or perhaps they are all true, but just not 100%. they are all probably just one little part of me that is released whenever im with certain people... once, i thought that i was finally being me. i could finally be me. however, i realised. when i could be me, it didnt came easy. the more me i was. the more prone to hurt i get. when i am me in front of the group of frens. i get more hurt when something goes wrong. this familiarity. this warmth. this closeness. this friendship. it is great when we are having fun. however, when something changes, it skips the middle stage and goes more prone to hatred instead of neutrality. good or bad. i hav no idea as well.

im struggling to not let it get into hatred. however, everything just turned so foreign. things just seemed to change. i feel im no longer part of 'the holy trinity'. no matter how much effort i put in. no matter what i do. no matter how much struggle im undergoing. no one seems to noe...

ok dunno y but i just felt like typing the whole chunk out. well. choose to ignore. doesnt matter. call me emo call me strange. anything... zzz. im just plain sian of everything. not being rewarded. not being recognized. ties down by personal feelings. blah blah blah. sometimes just wan2 close my eyes and dream of a happy ending. and nvr having to come out of that dream...

我们曾经那么精彩。我们曾经那么期待。最后你把回忆换我。
我以为我已咬紧了牙关。但是我为何还无法地飘流。。。

2008-05-17T15:40:00.002+08:00

lol just came bak from level. =D after the past two years of horrible level camps, this year's one finally went on well. had lotsa fun and really got tgt with 3Lmos =) lol esp winston. haha. he was dam cute during the trip (with all the craziness and zi high over tai di) lol. we really got high esp on the last night (talent night) and even sang the whole 45 min bus ride back to the hotel =D im really glad that everything went on great, even though it was not 100% smooth sailing. shall post some pics up another day =)

lol im going crazy over mayday songs le =)

我们曾经那么精彩，但我已经咬紧了牙关，继续飘流。

2008-05-09T20:35:00.003+08:00

lol nowadays i guess im blogging less haha but wells. today item committee results were released. just as i predicted so not much anticipation. haha. shimin is the new chair =) lol chair seriously dam hiong but she can handle bah =D anyways, im pleased with myself =) did exceptionally well this semester (although it is seriously tyco but haha). my gpa will be higher than anything ive ever gotten lol. ok lah. nth much. wells. im looking forward to next week. level camp!!! haha im staying with jane =) so gonna spam cards and all the games. sure hope that 3Lmo will bond much more. the interclass was really good and i can say that we are much closer now =)

i noe in my heart that i mind but i pretend i dun because i dun wan to mind... believe that everything will go on well...

2008-05-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

lol its been a few days since i blogged. ok im officially crazy over 五月天. lol their songs are dam good. anyways, have been dam busy lately. hardly have time to even catch a breath. last week, was down for cs duty, something screwed up so i was pulled down last minute. and i really mean last minute by that i only got notice on the very day. there went my 30 april and 1 may. did hist proj and went down for cs on 1 may. no holiday for me. then on fri, cca sorta just screwed. once again the same very person had to say something and screw up my day. maybe u noe who she is maybe u dun. anyways tat aint the point. ytd. spent more than 12 hours at hdb hub audi for eds concert. ok lah it was not tat bad just tat i cant do any work. today. had vid meeting then hist meeting. only reached home at like seven. which meant i only started on my work at 7 pm. and guess wat, i just finished my ying yong wen which was supposed to be due on fri... haiz. busy life... actually all these a bit meaningless for some. but well...

i just bought a book called 'think smart act smart' i think im in great need of it. lol nic was shocked when i told her i bought the book and showed it to her during hist proj today. haha. hope it helps and somehow let me 'find my north star even though im 5,000 lightyears away' =) lol decided not to be emo on my blog so tata! =D

2008-04-27T12:24:00.002+08:00

lol ytd 五月天回到地球表面世界演唱会在新加坡开幕了！haha. it was really great =D but first, i really nd to apologise to oli and siew ting. im so sorry =(

ytd, cheryl suddenly called and told me she got tics to the concert. and the next moment, i find myself in the indoor stadium watching mayday perform =) it was masha's birthday ytd and we sang happy birthday together with 垃圾车 =D we were all really high ytd and whenever the fans were singing, it sounded real nice =) a shin was very cute ytd and his vocals improved lots. esp when he was singing 天使 during the encore. it sounded dam nice =) guan you was pro with the drums and funny too =) shi tou sang a really solo ytd. i think the song's title was like 咿呀呀 or something. it was dedicated to his baby haha the song was very cute =) and cheryl totally went crazy over guai shou =D

sadly, we were like sitting at the balcony and the people there were hardly getting high=( only a handful so we decided to go the the front of our seats. the view was nice, even though we couldnt really see their faces. the beginning part was a blast! and so was the ending! haha im real glad that they decided to hav their first destination of their world tour in singapore and on masha's bdae! lol it was like the first live concert that i've gone to (if u exclude the k pop one a few years ago) and im really happy that it was mayday =D

2008-04-20T21:17:00.002+08:00

lol suddenly feel like posting now. haha. im so glad tat i drank coffee with sm ytd =) lol i noe its not gd to drink coffee on an empty stomach but well. haha. lol we talked until like 11.45 pm =D

oh ya and i decided to post abt 2.4 on fri. haha. not bad, even though my timing was like crap. at least i ran all 6 rounds =) for a person whose fitness is like crap, tats a great accomplishment. haha.

anyways, yay LA film script is finally out. lol im also surprised at our efficiency ytd. oh ya and to yc, so sorry i didnt answer ur phone.

haha and. THANKS A MILLION SM!!! haha suddenly, i feel less tired and energetic to a certain extent =) its great to hav a fren like u =D

cant wait for the june hols. having anzio outing, 3Lmo outing, 6/8 outing (i hope someone's planning) !!! haha and the UK trip too!!! yay! haha i guess tats like enuf for todae =) tata!

2008-04-16T21:57:00.001+08:00

lol just did some wat ur name means thing. haha. isit accurate? i also dunno. anyways, it is at the bottom part left hand side of this blog, after the credits. lol so random. anyways tata. go slp le. tmr first period chem test!!! bye!

2008-04-16T21:37:00.002+08:00

lol my 90th post le =) ok lah. this week has been ok. nth much happened actually.other than the tests, found out tat its been quite slack... feeling a bit weird in class now. also dunno why. lol just feel like there is/ going to be a big change. lol. dun care too much lah. nth much to do also. haha im supposed to study for chem now. but too sian le. haha im jsut too lazy =)

haha now im looking forward to the june hols. theres the uk trip (with sm, ck and winston etc!) , 3L outing. and ANZIO OUTING!!! haha. tat was like randomly mentioned during math free period today. lol winston is so cute. ok it sounds wrong but really lah. he suddenly like very humourous and nice this year. maybe its cos theres only 4 guys in my class or maybe tats just him, just tat i dunno him after 2 years. haha. really glad that im in the same class as him =D

hope everything goes on well. 我真得累了。我再也不想孤军作战。把自己搞得乱七八糟。

2008-04-09T20:32:00.003+08:00

lol suddenly feel like posting again. like one week nvr blog le. haha. shileon suddenly called me just now. too bad i didnt answered but then we talked by sms lol. very long nvr talk to 6-8 peeps le. oh man. i miss 6/8 =( haha nvr really talk to shileon like tat before. cool. really looking forward to the next outing.

haiz. this week has been really busy. have test like everyday except for tues and sun. chinese test. physics pop quiz. chem prac test. shi shi zui ji. la oral presentation. math viva. hsk......wish me gd luck for the rest of the week. =)

2008-04-06T13:09:00.003+08:00

lol life for the past week had been relatively mundane. slacking like everyday (which i feel quite bad abt it) when im supposed to start working harder (my grades are all failing) ok lets see. i have a chinese vid to edit finish. a bio mini assignment to finish. chinese shi shi zui ji. chinese test tmr. physics pop quiz. chem prac test. tat mainly wats gonna happen next week. and i havent really started on anything.

nth happened in the past week. unless u consider the dunmanian award interview, the viewing of the show room of ___ house. theres really nth much. the interview went on quite well, mostly cos i noe almost every one of the interviewer. theres mr sng, mr ngbk, mr teoch, ms ling and mrs teng. i guess i was honest with whatever i said but well. theres nth much i can do abt it as well.

went to view the showroom of some hdb thing. not bad lah. but i really saw something about the kiasu-ness of singaporeans. may be stereotypical but well.

2008-04-02T19:46:00.003+08:00

lol actually there is nth much to blog abt. just felt like going online. feeling quite slack these few days (partly cos i dun wan2 study when im supposed to). quite bad. haiz. nda find the motivation. suddenly im really lost abt my career path and future too. realised once again that my path is really 'fantasy' and hardly reality. more of, it is really hard to achieve......should i just giv up and change my path. or should i continue knowing it will just fail and fall apart. aiya dunno lah. just hope tat i wont drop in standards for everything. oh ya. elections and handover this year is extremely early. late april. not even prepared for it. haiz. jiayou bah!

2008-03-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

ok nows quite an ungodly time for me to blog today. many reasons. long stories. finished up filming today even though it started off extremely unpleasantly. im really sorry shimin. sorry that u hav to solo the first few hours of the editing. sorry for causing u so much trouble. sorry for everything. thanks for letting us use ur auntie's house. thank you for letting me noe so many cute people like glenn and wayne. really tired now. just feel like dedicating this post to sm. thanks for many things and sorry for all i've done...

2008-03-28T20:55:00.004+08:00

lol my 85th post =)

had a really great day today. the sports meet was not too bad, at least the view was gd and it was in the shelter. went to bugis after tat with ching, jane and sm. haha. dunno whether we are suay or lucky. saw teachers at sakae sushi!!! mr yeo actually asked us to join them. but we too pai seh lah. haha. 5 teachers. mr teo ch, mr yeomh, mdm jloh, ms myeo and ms jseow. ok i hope i spelt them correctly. 4/5 of them noe me lah. if we joined them then cannot talk abt lots of stuffs le =D then we went over to changi airport. dam kuku. kept running for the sky train

incident 1:
(saw many people running out of the train)
jane: y are they running? lets run with them =)
(ching, jane and i started running. sm was sian behind)
ching: maybe they sending off maroon 5
(sm suddenly became very excited and started running too. haha)

anyway, it turned out tat those people were like on an amazing race or something. haha. then we went to sakae sushi buffet there and returned to T3.

incident 2:
(skytrain to T3 just reached platform)
(jane, me and ching ran for the train. sm ran too but slowly. so a bit useless but anyway)
(ching was like a gentleman and stood in the middle of the doors so tat the doors wont close and waited for sm to come in)

stranger: (pat on ching shoulder) you are very brave.

haha. amazing. decided to post some pics up =)

flowers for jane in choir concert =)

haha me and sm zi lian

Feli's bdae cake.

Airport pics today. on the bridge =) (lol ching, jane and sm)

got many many more pics. but im really not used to blogger's way of inserting pics. anyone wan2 teach me? i think it is very ma fan. shall end here today. tata.

2008-03-22T19:55:00.002+08:00

just came back after shopping with st =) ok lah, sort of. we walked around bugis junction. but sadly, we had limited time cos she had to meet someone at the city hall to go for co concert. quite rewarding i guess. 1 necklace and 1 pencil case =) tats not bad le i guess. haha after all i just bought earings ytd from white sands. dangly at like $3 2 pairs.

lol after thinking for quite a while, i still decided to post this quote. afterall, this quote saved me =)

“我看了都心痛，但我知道你更痛”

lol thanks everyone for everything today =)

2008-03-22T14:27:00.003+08:00

lol just came back from filming for the chinese script. and surprisingly i must say, this day so far is one of the BEST days of my life =) well, tats prob cos i learnt things that i can never learn when im happy or at other situations with other people. it sure is a shocking yet enriching experience. this made me realise how much my frens understands me no matter how much i try to hide it. and i guess, i really found two true frens today. sm and ck =D thanks a lot for today. even though unhappy things happen, but it was all worthwhile for me to find true frens.

oh ya. it was also the first time working with sanpeng. lol he is a really gd actor and i really pei fu him for his...erm. how to say. when he was trying to get sm into the mood, he really did it well. ok im lost for words to describe it but. yea. it was great. lol some funny incidents happen (like alex with the two kids) and a lot of xiao chang. but overall, we still managed to complete watever we wanted to complete.

THANKS EVERYONE =D BOTH CREW AND CASTS!!! the filming thereafter should be ok i guess.

lol just did a quiz linked from cass blog. kinda cool.

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

2008-03-19T18:40:00.004+08:00

today is really screwed up. plus walking home alone in a relatively cold weather with a cool breeze makes it worse. somehow i feel that im getting emo. ok, not to the extend like last year. maybe i shouldnt use the word emo. more of. reminiscence. dunno if i spelt it correctly but well. anyways, just felt screwed up this year. everything is changing like crazy. my sch work, frens, cliques, projects, even my family stuff... things are really different now. i feel really slack this year when i actually wanted to do well. tests results are bad as well. together with everything else.

ok im being so reflective cos of wat happened today. the day started of ok, a little bad. but by the end, it was horrid. esp ending the day with a stupid physics group work. if the last period was not physics, it would have been a million times better. things just cocked up with the grouping. we were supposed to be in a group when everything just... theres no word for it. i guess ching, jane and sm understands. i've nvr seen this thing happening before and it is really weird and shocking...maybe a bit of pissed as well.

i guess im affected by rr as well. these days i find myself getting pissed easily. i really regret for rr.

i shall stop 'emo-ing' even though it doesnt seem like it. gotta study for empire of the sun le (or at least try and read the notes) tata.

2008-03-18T19:27:00.003+08:00

lol heres my separate post. anyway, just came back from 'filming' at jane's house. lol very fun. lotsa NGs by CK and sm. haha. they went first. they were supposed to like be like a couple and comment abt something. haha. sm kept laughing lah. i was also controlling my laughter =D ok all of us were. lol the same thing happened with jess and ck too (ok clarification. ck is not hua xin. just tat we are short of guys. lol so he played two roles.) anyway, cant wait for shi shi zui ji =) my grp rox!!!

haha and ching has a seriously deprived childhood. he actually nvr touched a gameboy and played pokemon before!!! ok lah. so now he is like addicted and going all enthu abt pokemon on both hp and comp. haha. at first he was pissed of with something (long story. ok pissed is not the right word. more of REALLY angry) so dun be surprised to see him playing pokemon in sch tmr =) lol then we played tarrot and bridge. wanted to try tarrot but no time le. played three rounds of bridge. ok im now seriously thinking tat i cant play bridge in jane's house. i always end up losing!!! (ok, i was partnering sm 2/3 times. and u noe wat it means) maybe its really luck and feng shui.

guess im gonna slack awhile now before getting to work. oh man. im really slacking this year =(

2008-03-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

lol my 80th post. sch started le. ok lah. not too bad actually. better than i imagined. ok im still behind hmw (since when i wasnt). oh and im really surprised abt wat winnie said today. haha. he was like...

(me chionging bio in the morning with jane, ck and gang)
winston: huimin y u this year become like tat. last time not liddat one leh.
huimin: ? wat talking u? i all the while liddat one lah.
winston: i thought u very hiong one lor. always do hmw one. PSLE score 265 + 2
huimin: lol rubbish lah. eh. u dun try niao me abt PSLE lor. tat one was tyco. anyway, u got same marks as me leh!!!
winston: (just realises tat fact) *nth to say*

haha it was dam stupid lah. two years le. but well, we werent tat close last time in anzio. and i miss all the anzio nians =( haha realised once again tat winston became humorous this year.

during HCL lecture:
Mdm Sau: 谚语考得是1-17。再portrait那个page
winston: 老师,我们不是靠过了lor
mdm sau: 有meh?aiya 错page lah
winston: 你讲portrait的吗

wth lah. he was like the only one who realised it...

haha realised tat my this post is all abt winston. ok i shall leave it like tat and post a separate post. this post shall now be dedicated to winston =)

2008-03-15T20:17:00.002+08:00

ok first things first. i really wan2 apologise to my chinese proj group for not being able to join them today. SORRY!!! lol today was a really bad day. i was like really sick and was like bed-ridden for maybe 2-4 hours. haiz...i vomitted like three times today... =( and cos of tat i cant go orchard with them to interview people. felt really horrible. to make things worse, i didnt manage to go for dental today. everything was dragged and i was dam sick le. so didnt go lor. anyways, after i woke up from my slp at like 5 pm, i found out tat justin's racer spoilt. haiz. i sure hope our sch still has hope. really bad day man...

after dinner, went over to CGH to visit my grandfather. even the doctor is not sure abt his illness. i hope tat he will be well soon... gtg le. tata

2008-03-14T22:47:00.004+08:00

WARNING: the following blog post is going to be weird. i apologize before hand but i just nd to vent out all my pissed-angry-tired-hate-ness. BUT im not emo. im just feeling everything but emo. which is prob good enuf. ok the post may sound emo. but im just pissed. and im glad tat im not emo-ing cos it will be much worse.

im tired. not becos the day has been long. i hate every thing tat happened. everything screwed up. the season. the competition. the people. and everything else. i hate myself for allowing it to happen. i hate myself for being so dependent. i hate myself for giving in. i hate myself for not pushing on. i hate her for making it happen to me. i hate her for her all ironic sms. i hate her for spoiling my whole season and screwing up everything. i hate myself for doing everything. i hate myself for not achieving anything. i feel screwed. thought it was good. in the end it turned out like rubbish. i feel like a loser. why did i hav to do this. it just screwed my whole life up. i really really hate her for deciding everything and going all my decision is final. in the end. everything just turned out oppposite. i hate myself for not being firm. always drifting here and there. it sucks. im totally screwed. i really really hate her. im just totally pissed. keep seeing her black face but the way she is handling it is screwing everyone up. just tat she does not noe it.

im so glad its all over. im so glad it is the end. im so glad tat i no nd to face everything anymore. im just going to forget about this season and aim for the next.

at least i learnt something. nvr giv in cos its plain stupid and regretful. nvr depend on the people whom u should noe u cant. nvr expect too much of others cos its just silly and u end up hurting urself.... i really nd to be INDEPENDENT.

2008-03-14T11:00:00.003+08:00

haiz. in the middle of rr competition now. sianz... anyways, ching is bak in sg =) welcome back. lol. he very cham leh. slp 4h only then go for eds camp le. but aiya who ask him take midnight flight.

haha just read R_ _ _ blog (jane, sm and ck, it is her) blog. lol kinda freaked out. quite emo and a lot of 'him' mentioned. anyway, cant wait for tmr =) going to orchard for chinese proj (lol this time with ching too) but well, im patiently waiting for my turn to run the rr later. think im gonna flop but well, just do best can le bah. shall blog again later. tata.

2008-03-12T16:23:00.001+08:00

haha my third post today but somehow im high now. lol i just realised i really got cute jnrs =) yk and zx totally have a weird sense of humour tat just nice fits sm. lol. eg.

yk: ROFL? lol Rise of Fallen Angels
sm: hahahaha(non-stop)

seriously its dam fun to be in a room with sm, yk and zx. with sm shouting and blah. i have free entertainment. AND im much happier now. i managed to actually finish until segment 30!!! ok lah. but now the racer pms and gets weird in earlier segments. anyway, at least theres hope. shall update more later. tata!!!

2008-03-12T12:34:00.002+08:00

i shall now post a post on a lighter note. had ace proj on mon. it was fun =) well, i guess we were quite efficient. and we played bridge =D there was a imba pawnage by me and jane. lol we won with a 6 of diamonds. haha. it was great. tat night, we played viwawa wahjong =) yays. lol jane totally pawn. but there was once my win was actually X7!!! haha.

anyways, ytd i finally brought myself to clear my cupboard. lol found a lot of old clothes tat im gonna giv away. haha now it seems so empty. trying to get a nice casual formal wear. cant wait to go shopping someday but for this hols, im totally packed.

well, wish me luck for rr !!!

2008-03-12T12:26:00.002+08:00

haiz im now doing rr in sch. trying hard to find the spirit to go on...sianz. tired. pissed. my other group membs dun even seem like they care. i seem to be the one solo-ing everything...sm is playing a mundane song now. makes me feel like sleeping... i nd to find back the passion to do rr again. just like two years ago. with gary, yc and sm. first time seeing the rr track and working one it. one and only time completing the track. even though it took 50 sec, it was fun. i wan2 find back the passion. but now im dam tired. i hate this group. u are dam ironic. mths ago, u promised tat it would be fine. no matter how much i argued, u refused to listen. and now. see wat happens. im not only scared of him. im scared of u too... now everything is placed right in front of ur eyes. do u regret ur decision and decided my misery. haiz. but well. i could not do anything then. u controlled everything. wat can i do. sianz. now. it is horrible. the two of u totally crashed my passion for rr. pushed all the rubbish to me. i completed the rubbish given but wat happens. u both did not even do ur part. im supposed too feel pissed and irritated. but now. im just tired. i wish to find back my feeling and passion. just two days away from the competition. can things get any worse.

ps. im not emo. just tired. theres a diff. dun get offended or anything if u noe who im talking abt. its just my feelings.

2008-03-09T20:53:00.002+08:00

lol just came back from jess house to do chinese proj today. dam cool. her house got 4 dogs today =) all the same breed. i think it is westie (ok i cant spell it). anyway, had a lot of fun haha. sm and jane were screaming away whenever the dogs got close =D talked abt lots of stuff with feli jess sm and jane too. so sad. ching cant come today but i guess he is enjoying himself in phillipines.

very stupid. me feli and jane actually got LOST on our way to lavender mrt. turned to early, walked too much. and ended up walking ONE WHOLE ROUND to reach lavender. im so dead man. this is like the THRID TIME THIS WEEK tat i got lost. first after SDMA awards ceremony where mr lim dropped us at some ulu expressway. second after singapore flyer, trying to find my way to the nearest mrt. and third. today. i really need to get my sense of direction better man. ok lah im not as bad as some people i noe. but it has really been horrible.

cant wait for tmr's sl proj. coming my house. wonder wat we will do. lol.

cheryl, cant wait for the next time we meet. must show me the pics u took today =)

2008-03-08T19:34:00.002+08:00

lol just feel like blogging today even though there is nth much to blog abt. haha anyway, i just felt like saying tat i love 3L and the mahjong kakis more and more =) but i still miss anzio... lol ck going phillipines tmr. must rmb to pluck grass for us =)

nth much happened today just tat i felt tat i wasted maybe 4/7 hours in sch today. dam sianz... just realised once again tat im fully packed for this WHOLE march hols. hardly one day can play... sorry cheryl. cant go with u to bugis for the event tmr =( have fun!

heres my schedule.
mon. chinese proj (will be quite fun. going jess house= got kenya!!! so sad ching cant come...going phillipines lol)
tues. bio mini assignment (looking forward cos im working with a whole new group of people) wed. think im going down to sch to do rr and MAYBE watching leap years before going down to sch (but well, its only a maybe... i really wanna catch tat show haiz.)
thurs. going down to sch to do rr and chinese film meeting (sian day. sure kena kaopei by zenn again...)
fri. rr competition (lotsa slacking at funan. maybe i shall bring my hmw there lol)
sat. chinese proj interview (haha sure dam fun. everyone will be going and ching is bak from phillipines =D) and playing cards at jane's house after tat i think (fun at last)
sun. sian. rr prize presentation. haiz.

so busy man...hope i still got time to do my hmw...

heres wishing ching bon voyage =)

2008-03-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

today, i missed the science fair and took the singapore flyer!!! ok lah. i wont pay 30 bucks for it but since i got it free, its a good exp. im so glad my phobia of heights didnt affect me when i was on the flyer or it would totally spoil my day. oh ya the prizes for national infocomm competition are damn ATTRACTIVE. got IPOD TOUCH, PSP LITE, NINTENDO WII and much more. the champion even get to go on a ONE WEEK TRIP TO SILICON VALLEY to visit all the amazing places!!! ok im jealous but i noe my limits. im not pro enough but well, lets just see how it goes. met ck,jane and sm for dinner. i walked from the singapore flyer to city hall and it took VERY long. the signs were like all over the place. im just glad tat i didnt get very lost. managed to find my way i also dunno how. lol. had a fun time with them at bugis food junction. chat again =) im so glad tat i found these friends in 3L or i prob wouldnt enjoy tat much. kudos to mahjong kakis!!!

oh ya did i mention i totally FLOPPED my math and la test. but well. forget it.

2008-03-06T21:13:00.002+08:00

ok. today was both good and bad. im getting bugged by a person now when i totally have NO FREE TIME in the hols. i seriously hate u at times, even though i noe i should be grateful to u. wth. everytime i feel guilty of not being grateful to u, i find something about u tat just makes me pissed... sometimes u seems so wonderful and caring, but it is later tat i really u have an underlying motive. wat am i supposed to feel abt u? pissed, angry, or should i be grateful and nice?

ok. enough grumbling. or i will feel even angrier. my hols are like packed now. all because rr is on the last weekend so the whole week is gone together with it and all the other proj.

oh ya. we got merit for SDMA. a little disappointing but nvm lah. mr lim alighted us at some ulu place. and for the first time in history, I FELT LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF SINGAPORE. it was like in the middle of nowhere. some expressway there. aiya anyway, sm was feeling disapointed with 'disappointed' (u may noe wat im talking abt, dun wan2 mention names =D) haha but she got over it liao lah.

2008-03-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

lol im eating bread now... some chocolate bread thing. i also dunno wat but it tastes weird. so sad. my parents dun allow me to join ck,jane,sm and hg for supper at pasir ris. lol anyway, i just reached home from choir concert. haha it was really good!!! the sopranos shocked me and ck with their high notes and jane, i can hear u =) haha could tell that jane was trying to ren her laughter when we started laughing when they were singing high sch musical songs. lol she was supposed to hold a guy's hand but their reactions were dam funny =D anyway, the dance for bop to the top was great!!! at the end, we shouted 'Jane' aloud (ok lah it wasnt very loud cos there were only a few of us) and she seemed stunned =) went to the backstage door to wait for her. there was like a red carpet for all the choir people but. Jane never came =( haha tats cos she came out of the other door and appeared behind us. dam kuku =)

today was fun. after waiting decades for sm to settle her stuffs, me,ck,jess and her went to tiong bahru ('the' place) sama sama. started chatting at macs (lol talked about all stuffs under the sky EXCEPT FOR HMW) and time flew. then we went over to long johns for dinner and the guy beside us was really freaky. haha we went to buy apple and aloe vera juice from ntuc and strepsils for Jane =) (so nice right. cos her throat was not good) we reached city hall at 630 and we decided to buy flowers. BUT we were going to be late. so we flew to marina square (all of us except sm who was STROLLING but well, cant except much frm her also haha) so suay lah. met gary and yc at the flower shop, bought flowers, met jt and jk and gorilla, then rushed over to vch. we still managed to arrive on time, but we were all sweating like crazy. ck is siao one lah. the rest (wearing single layer including me) were already sweating and ck was wearing a jacket... lol but he was having flu lah.

today was dam kuku but anyways, it was FUN =D looking forward to tmr. it is the SDMA awards ceremony =) haha also looking forward to eds night.

2008-03-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

lol decided to blog. i seriously HATE sundays now... i HATE GOING THERE AND WASTE 5 HOURS EVERY WEEK. IF THIS CONTINUES, I WILL SERIOUSLY GO CRAZY SOONER OR LATER. ok. im pissed. i was like totally ROTTING there today... their comp is extremely laggy, and there is ABSOLUTELY nothing there. i cant even find a proper pencil to do my math!!! wth. it was horrible. i was desperately in need of something to do. dun even noe how i survived...

hope tat next sunday i wil hav something to do so that i no nd to go there... it is not that im bias or anything but it is really horrible...

hope that things will improve. haiz...

2008-03-02T00:08:00.003+08:00

lol ytd was a leap day. once in 4 years. and leap years the movie is out =) wonder if the irish tradition is true... anyway, today has been quite a tiring day, maybe it is cos i just reached home at like 12 midnight.

having a little problem with religion. but tats beside the point. just had a la film meeting. lol went on quite ok i guess. accomplished quite a lot. then tesia and sx had to go. ok so now, left with me,sm,hg and dloh. haha started talking and sm was really dam KUKU. i guess i can call her the KUKU-QUEEN. with the isetan coupons and the chocolate. sm u still owe me something for dirtying my bag... but the stupid thing was, we wanted to leave but ended up playing bridge outside kfc. haha i totally pawn with dloh!!!! lol sm was erm... didnt win any after i think 4 rounds. haha. the way she play ar. really can get 'NO BLOOD PRESSURE' one. but luckily, i didnt really partner with her so i managed to save myself =D oh ya. and to the mahjong kakis, rmb the tarrot card and the 'tower'. she is still 'traumatised' by it and its gonna hav some symbolic meaning thing. haha.

dloh went home to do hmw... and the three of us went simei starbucks. lol. sm was having a struggle btw whether or not to hav her cheese cake cos she thought it was too ex, but in the end she settled for a latte which was not any much cheaper -.- lol hg supposedly didnt noe how to pronounce 'venti caramel frappucino'... anyway, we played dai di there and it went on quite well. and i really mean quite. it actually was good, minus a bit of kuku-ness here and there by u-noe-who. in the end, a guy came over and told us ' sorry, but u cant play cards here.' and we stopped and decided to go home. sm took the mrt. hg walked home. and i walked home. so we all went diff directions. lol.

tata, i reach home at 12 mn.

some quote (more of jokes) of the day (most by sm)

playing bridge...
sm: oh i wan2 play 3 no-hearts!
hg,dloh,me: hahaha 3 no-hearts?!?!?!

in simei...
sm: aiya i dun wan2 play lah (takes up her stack of cards and started rearranging)
hg,me: ... then y u take up ur cards.

hg,me: y u take so long to come back from the toilet? hg went after u and came back before u.
sm: oh. cos i was strolling back and enjoying the SCENERY (of simei)
hg,me: hahaha simei also got scenery one ar.

haiz and many, many more kuku stuff. haha. sm. rmb the THREE WORDS tat gary told u on ur bdae =)

2008-02-29T20:57:00.005+08:00

lol ok. i was quite pissed during cca. supposedly someone threw me the whole decor to do by MYSELF (ps. i was the ONLY one doing ALONE from a group). and that someone was supposed to program. in the end, that someone was slacking in the room. ok lah. he is zenn. zenn is a weird guy. i dun enjoy doing competitions with him much, but as a fren, he is nice. so well. luckily, my day was saved by people like yuherng, gwen and ck =) they helped me lots for the decor. thx yuherng and gwen for all the art and design tips. thx ck for the satay sticks and the cutting. =D. dinner was good. never realised there was such a good pasta store at ghim moh and somemore, it was not too ex.

la was just kuku today. the relief teacher forgot to come. and we were supposed to have our test. he came in at the last 15 min.

relief teacher: ok. ur la teacher is not here today and i forgot to come in. tell u wat, im just going to give out the work u all are supposed to do and let u all bring home to do. (puts the test paper on the table, wanting to give out)

we: ?!?!?! aint it a test???

relief teacher: ??? wat test?

we: IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A TEST.

relief teacher: oh. then nvm u all will take it next week.

wth lah. the whole class ended up laughing. dam funny
ok so now, i have one more thing to add on my list next week, ok actually 2.

mon: sl rep meeting + do finish rr decor
tues: choir concert
wed: SDMA award ceremony (which means i will miss lessons from one onwards)
thurs: MATH CT2. the science fair thing as well as the singapore flyer event (nd to ask mr tay see if can miss the science fair for the flyer=D)
fri: kaleidoscope opening (lol dloh is gonna be the emcee)
* one of the days still have LA TEST!!!

haiz. dunno whether to laugh or to cry.lol i think i rather laugh =)

why live everyday emo-ing if u can choose to be happy? sometimes, not thinking is a way of thinking.

2008-02-28T19:10:00.002+08:00

haiz. died for bio and physics test today. was chionging everything, dam tired. i seriously think im gonna flunk them especially after talking abt the answers with people like dloh...had comm meeting today and it was totally... almost scolded vulgarities, haiz. i must be more refined...

dam pissed just now. all the slamming of doors, ap, emo-ing and the thought of rr and the chinese script just makes me wanna scream. and yc pressuring me aint giving any help. next week: totally packed. mon, sl meeting. tues. choir concert. wed. SDMA award ceremony. thurs. tat stupid science exhibition tat made me lose my chance of taking the singapore flyer for free... fri. kaleidoscope opening, on duty. haiz... well, at least march hols are approaching but i doubt it will be any better.

ok im NOT emo. just pissed. hope tat tmr will be better. for once, i dun feel like going for item...

2008-02-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

haiz. finally finished revising my bio (sort of). hardly see me so hiong for a tests... seriously been slacking for the past 2 months. just realised nth of bio went into me and thus i had to crash course myself for non-stop 2 1/2 hours of bio!!! but i still think tat i wont do well tmr... got back physics pop quiz today. ok lah not too bad even though there were many who did better than me. im contented. sure hope tat physics tmr would be ok... didnt really had time to study much for it... i seriously need to attend lessons on time-management... wish me luck for my two ct tmr... bio and physics, which so happens to be one of my weakests...

2008-02-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

tired.tired.tired. im so gonna die this week. got 3 tests coming up and i havent study yet... still got rr, chinese script and blah blah. crap lah. dun feel like doing anything now. but still got a lun wen to rush...someone, help!!!

~currently in need of inspirations~

2008-02-25T20:20:00.003+08:00

haiz... suddenly i got a 1% urge to get emo... dun misunderstand. sometimes when u are emo, u get to understand how ur frens feel better. now tat i m not emo and tend to take things easily, i get easily frustrated/irritated and dun really noe how to console them anymore, not tat i was good last time...,but now im worse i guess. lol im really glad that im not into a relationship. so luan and complicated haiz...

dun think too much and life will be much better. rmb to give and take. forgive and forget.

2008-02-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

haha im so glad that i revived my blog last year =) went to the airshow today. ok, the exhibition was not bad, with kinda cool airplanes and the airshow, meaning the acrobatic flying, was great!!! Singapore's team rox!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was seriously the BEST amongst all of them. the australia's one,which is a team, is cool too but the rest, which were solo, were kinda boring. i guess it is the formation and all that were nice to watch =) the Alenia Aermacchi (a fighter jet) was probably the best amongst the solos. ok these are just my thoughts =D. i guess it was worth the time spent there. woke up at 6 AM to meet sm and ck to hav breakfast at 7. kinda silly cos the thing only starts at 9.30. we boarded i think the 4th or 5th shuttle bus to get there. waited for st and hy then went in together =)

after walking around for a while, we went to the supposedly '主角' of the day: Airbus A380. the plane was cool. however, the pilots on it were dam BIASED and made me,sm and ck dam PISSED. we waited there to try to get in for like THREE HOURS. YES STANDING THERE LIKE SOME KUKU FOR THREE HOURS. supposedly, u need to hav a visitor pass to get in. however, some pilots got down and allowed some 'little kids' (some were like even older than me) to go in!!!!!! these 'little kids' were like there for some as short as ONE MINUTE or as long as HALF AN HOUR ONLY. while we waited for like THREE HOURS AND STILL COULD NOT GET IN. ok i was dam pissed and 心痛!!!!!!!! lol thus, we decided to support boeing and turn anti-airbus, more of anti-A380. =) lol after tat was the acrobatic flying which boosted my day again. haha. sm was dam kuku today, trying to set me and ck up... dunno y also. anyway, when we left, the queue for shuttle bus was dam LONG. and thus we decided to WALK out to changi beach to take 89.

we started walking. walking. walking and walking again. we walked for about FIFTY MINUTES NON-STOP UNDER THE SCORCHING HOT SUN!!! ok lah not a lot, but for someone who woke up at six, waited under the hot sun for 3hours for tat silly plane. tat was a bit kuku. we were like out of water and in the midst of barren lands (nvr realised sg had so much barren land, and we still complain tat land is scarce. dunno why). haha like some people in the desert =) anyway, finally reached civilisation and waited for the bus to go white sands and hav LUNCH AT 5.30PM =)

the day was not bad on a whole i guess... haha quite fun to go out with these frens =D cant wait to watch L change the world with wannung, wanying and the rest!!! ok. i shall take a break and maybe catch a nap soon. tired after a long day.

nice tat i officially declare i m non-emo (changed a lot from last year) =D

2008-02-22T20:42:00.003+08:00

haha im back from dinner with item peeps. discovered that zenn and haoyi are gays =) lol. anyway, today sort of died in sch. had two tests, hist and chem. ok lah, although i think i will fail... did not too bad for chinese test, even though it was still a b. haiz. nvm still got bc zhu =) haha chingaling and jane officially grad le and sm joined =D lol i love mr tay! he allow me to change seat with xue ying and for my last two periods of physics, i got to sit back with sm and jane =) had lunch with jane, sm and ck (though ck left earlier). went for item. it was alright i guess, just tat many 'creative hands-on work'. haha found out tat ben zhang rox. he helped us, lonely souls (me and zenn), to come up with the design for the rr, without it, we would hav died with tat stupid cheetah thing. haha. i guess the design was not too bad in the end. thanks ben. lol ck came, sat, talk and left again. haha. they are so lucky cos eds release at like 4.30, one over hour earlier than item! haha went for dinner with zenn, haoyi,tj,sm and st. lol and, jane,ck: the tiong bahru incident repeated again. sort of.

looking forward to tmr. even though we are meeting at 7 am at white sands!!! shimin. u better not be late. haha i hav a feeling tat the airshow will be good especially with the people going =)

maybe i shall take some pics and post it =D (maybe scandalous ones too, jane u noe wat i mean. :) )

2008-02-21T18:23:00.002+08:00

lol just came back from ite college central a while ago. was there for the mini-sumobot competition, thus missing sch the whole day... haiz. i think im gonna have a lot to catch up on. lol two tests tmr. hist.chem. gg. read from jane's blog tat we are getting hcl test back tmr. ahhhhh....

somehow, we tyco and managed to get a merit award, top 8 out of 24. it was really super tyco but nvm. the day started off pretty badly.. our consent form wrote the starting time to be 0700h and we reached there punctually, only to find out tat it only starts at 0900!!! 2 whole hours!!! lol in the end played bubble trouble with yuherng and rebuild the whole robot cos the one haoyi build exceeded the limit. oh ya. and we were like the ONLY school, with the LEAST amount of people, NO teachers or mentor watsoever, and with students STUDYING there. so guai man. all the other sch were like playing or something and a few of us (ok, the girls to be specific) were actually there studying and doing hmw. lol. managed to revise finish (somewhat) both chem and hist cos i had like FOUR HOURS of waiting time. sumobot competition ended at like 1200 and we had to WAIT till around 1600 for the awards ceremony. ok so minus lunch and blah blah, i still had around 3 HOURS of FREE TIME...

lol but haoyi was dam cute during refreshments after the whole thing ended. the wind was dam funny and send our plates flying all around. yu herng's plate even landed on my head... (haha luckily, it was empty) haha kept making me, lester and shermin laugh like siao. cannot stop... i guess tat was the nicest part of the day.

im gonna do rr decor tmr and gotta go study now...

2008-02-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

haiz.... i really hate my new seat in class... ok lah, maybe not to the extend of hate but just EXTREME dislike. away from the mahjong kakis, like alone in the other corner of the room... sianz... mayb it is cos i dun wan2 change this new environment that i hav just got used to but now...i miss my old seat. with dloh playing with sm, ck turning back to talk, jess coming over during hist, winston there daoing sm, feli talking with us and jane to high with me... at least i am siting with subin now but we dun really talk much... sianz...

ok i sound emo. but im not, cos i promised not to be emo this year anymore. im sick of all the emo-ing last year. i just hope that the days will be better and im still gonna get high with the kakis during times like recess =)

2008-02-19T19:33:00.003+08:00

lol just returned home after watching kungfu dunk with the mahjong kakis =) haha. gv now having offer. $6 for a movie ticket from mon-fri for students. personally, i felt tat the show was not bad, but a little disappointing at the end. lol but its ok lah, cos i watched it with the mahjong kakis =D ck was like 'sleeping' throughout the whole show, or at least tat is wat he claims but i doubt so. haha n jane was like i keep seeing 'dloh' in the show =) lol sm was kuku just now with the 'going to the toilet and wrong exit' and we were trying hard to 忍 our laughter in the cinema =D

im currently, seriously, inspirationless~~ really dunno wat to do to the chinese film script...crap. my brain is like really dead (especially in the class) and i hav 2 tests, both on fri, this week! got competition on thurs and will miss the whole day of sch. for once, i dun wan2 miss sch...
today, ms ng told us tat the top 50 in the sch would hav to go for some scholarship talk thing. jane,sm,subin,jess,nic, etc all had to go... haiz. suddenly i regret for not scoring well last year. but well, at least i still got ck and winston =D haha 同类 . aiya dun care le lah. just hope to not fall too back this year...

keep smiling and be happy everyday. then u will not be emo ~~~

2008-02-17T21:02:00.003+08:00

lol finally finished my backstory and submitted to kal chan in the afternoon. and i finally finished the first draft of the chinese film script!!! ok its quite brief and the idea is a little lame but well, at least i survived finishing it (lol and ck-chingching is dam nice, i asked him to help me see and comment, he actually helped me to edit too! ty ching) =)

Grandma house today was plain BORING... after i finished my backstory, i had like NOTHING to do. shaun didnt come today and it was even more sian tat ck( im talking abt chin kwee, my cousin) and cs went out for like 3 hours in the afternoon( ck told me it was only gonna be 1 hour) so it was damn sian today... really glad that i dont hav to go next sun cos my grandma is not in sg.

i feel so horrible when it comes to hmwk amongst all the hardworking people... when i just completed my back story, i have people telling me that im starting/ completing my director's script which is like due on wed! omg. i really dunno how im gonna survive in sch work in the upcoming 2 years... wish me luck...

cant wait for tues =) I THINK/HOPE that the mahjong kakis are going to watch kungfu dunk. lets just see how it goes =D

2008-02-16T20:55:00.004+08:00

haha im supposed to do my la backstory now but i guess im gonna blog abt the day first =D

today i had a GREAT day at ck's house!!! lol i am the SECOND DUNMANIAN to step into ck's house (jane is the first and sm is the last haha) went there to do baking and wanted to watch kungfu dunk after tat, but sadly, ck had to go and eat his 10-course dinner. lol we met at pasir ris mrt and got the stuffs at ntuc. sm volunteered to cook spaghetti for us (for lunch) at ck's house. ok lah. it was not too bad. at least edible and got taste. good job sm =) then we started on the cookies!!! lol for us first-timers, we were not bad ok. shall post up the photos after i get them from jane. oh ya. ck is damn CUTE IN HIS PHOTO ALBUMS! lol cant help laughing when looking at them with jane.

ok i am damn JEALOUS. ck went to like 10+ countries, not counting this year. jane went to like many many countries. and even sm went more countries than me... oh man. so far i only like went to 3 countries... so sad. i dun care, im gonna demand a present from them wherever they are going this year =)

i was very kuku during dinner with sm and she called it the 'first kuku-ness of huimin' lol.

sm: i really wanna go backpacking!
me: lol i dun wan. cos i think i cannot take it. they like carry their big big bags and WALK all around.
sm: they dun walk. they take transports. just that they dun go for guided tours. u think that ck walk all around ar?
hm: ... oh... watever
tgt: hahahaha

stupid lah. ok nvm. i gonna look forward to our next outing (i think it is on tues to watch kungfu dunk) and after week 9 when all our tests are over... cant wait for them to come my house next and play mahjong!!!

tat gotta go do la le.

2008-02-15T19:15:00.004+08:00

lol im amazed. there is NOBODY from 3L and only ONE person from anzio online now. haha i guess all havent return home from cca or something bah. anyways, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! its belated but who cares. brought hershey truffle chocolate to sch today and jane,sm and dloh was crazy over it! as in seriously. ok jane and dloh only took two each (i refused to giv more to dloh). and sm actually took like SEVEN in total (including the one that siew ting gave). i really dunno how she is gonna fare with all the FATS in one day =)

shouldnt mention anything abt tests cos i dun wanna get reminded by the whole pile of work that i am about to handle. lets see... tmr, im gonna meet ck,jane and sm at 11 to go ck's house =D then after that, my whole weekend is GONE. i hav to talk to yc tmr from 9.30pm-12mn. then rush a backstory out and submit before 7 am the next day(i doubt i can sleep already) and tats not all. i have to get out my chinese film draft script or at least a backstory out by mon (which means i need to chiong it all on sun) and all these are not inclusive of the other hmw i have and all the tests i have next week. ahhhh.

but im gonna put these all aside, get a good rest tonight and enjoy myself tmr =D cant wait for the baking to come. haha. kudos to the mahjong kakis!!! (lol and ck, stop slacking during eds lah)

OMG i just realised that my mum got free pass to the airshow!!! but sadly, it is non-transferable and is for the trade days only(it means until 22.) well, nvm. looking forward to the airshow on 23rd =D

2008-02-12T21:02:00.000+08:00

lol just chionged finish my ace essay. the whole essay is crap but dun care lah. im tired... the whole day was lethargic... dunno why also. lol chem lab was fun =) made many stupid mistakes haha. first. we were supposed to test something for iodide. but amazingly, i did not add the iodine at all lol! and i was wondering why there was no precipitate... the funny thing was, my whole row, sm, jane and me all forgot abt the iodine lol. next, the 'glass straw' . haha sm, ck and me all committed the same mistakes and we were like taking a long time for the brown ring to appear. bio lab was silly. did the agar test. but we spend most of the time cutting and mashing the agar instead. lol. ended the bio lesson by chionging all the bio ws. haha like ten of us gathered at one bench and chiong together. haha funny.

chiangky rox! he did a para-by-para critic for our history essay. cool rite. he actually typed out his whole comment/critic for every single one of us!!! some got like 2 full pages and i got one and 1/3. lol but our class didnt fare tat well. the highest scored 9/13 and i got 7. haha but he is going to add 2 marks to it and it will be part of ca. dunno whether it is good or bad...

Looking forward to sat. going CK's house to bake =D haha. looking forward to the airshow on 23 as well =) lol fun time with the mahjong kakis

2008-02-10T15:21:00.000+08:00

haiz. im slacking at home now. used 'need to do essays' as the excuse to not go to grandma house early. but somehow i just cant get started. went bloghopping and realised many things. sian. tired. haiz. tmr im down for photog duty. cant spend time with the class. tired. cant type anything right. mind not thinking properly...

2008-02-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

haha im blogging again. this year's cny has been relatively fun and different.

on the eve, went to jane's house and played cards with and ck. haha it was fun and heart-pumping. ok, at first, sm was going crazy with her tarrot cards reading and her 'tower' but then, we started on bridge. i was suay tat day and hardly, or never, won if i was partnered with the bidder (most of the time it was shimin). lol anyone who partners with shimin would encounter 'no' blood pressure and would probably give up the chance of winning in his/her heart (sorry shimin but this is the truth). and so, we came up with the anti-sm campaign =D.
then we played another game named shui guo or something. lol tat game was... indescribable especially when played with sm, jane and ck =) shimin would always scream before calling the name, leaving everyone stunned. but. i must say. sm was very lucky tat day and she sort of pawned everyone else in poker. haha or did we even play poker? i cant rmb =)

on the first day, went to my cousin-in-law's house. amazingly, i found out tat i am like related to vincent quek (yes, the bio teacher in dhs) =) ok, sort of. he is my cousin-in-law's cousin's cousin. lol cheem rite. nvm i also got lost. haha i played wii with ariel (also known as amy) and my cousin-in-law's two cousins, marilyn and gerald (i think it is spelt this way. i apologise if it is wrong). anyway, me and ariel totally malu-ed ourselves because it was the first time we actually touched the game. haha but it was fun.
ate really good food that i have never eaten before this way. and played mahjong with gerald, marilyn and my cousin-in-law. the first time i have actually tried to do qing-yi-se etc and played with chips =) ok, i sound noob, but i am not as noob as it sounds =D

2008-02-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

lol my 50th post =) glad i revived my blog. haha. very sian now. listening to Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (zenn introduced) ok tat song's not bad, seeing that i actually listen to it (btw, im a little anti-english songs). haha im looking forward to tmr =) meeting jane, sm and ck to play bridge at jane's house =D but sadly cos of this, i cant make it for anzio outing tmr =( sorry kim. not sure if i am going back to shps tmr. shall see first bah. haiz. had 2 tests today. physics and math. ok i think i did farely well, enough for me to pass i hope, even though i know i got quite a number of mistakes le. ok i think the math test is better than the previous math quiz tat i totally flopped cos of a stupid gradient.

im looking forward to cny!!! cant wait for all the angpaos and more! haha. yay finally a break from sch. but i hav ALOT of assignments due after cny, including: a 1200 essay on child labour for ace, math ws, 2+ bio ws, physics yellow book, and the list goes on... to make things worse, i hav a chinese test next thurs which i hav to memorise the stupid cheng yu and yan yu again!!!

haiz i shall just leave it aside first and enjoy my cny hols. =D

happy birthday kim!

2008-02-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

lol blogging again. today was kinda cool =) went shopping with st, sm and her mum at far east. tat place is kinda cool with a lot of clothes. before tat, i sort of already got like 1-2 sets of clothes for cny so i just bought 1 set. lol sm bought the most cos she havent done her cny shopping yet. and surprise, i bought a dress and a pair of heels. lol. irony man. just in the morning, bear asked me if i was ever gonna wear a dress o_o haha anyways, so now, i hav like 1 top, 1 shirt, 1 skirt, 1 shorts and 1 dress =) this cny is fruitful and i am kinda looking forward to it!!! ok even though i am like gonna slack on the 3rd day. dun hav much visiting to do. first day: stay at home (cos i stay with my grandma so all my aunt and uncles come over =D) second day: go grandma's house. and tats all! haha. looking forward to playing cards and all other games =)

sadly, i dun hav any mahjong kakis or meetings this cny so i guess i am not gonna touch mahjong =(

anyways, kinda excited and looking forward to cny =)

oh ya, and i finally FOUND dloh's blog haha. but a but sian cos he doesnt really blog much. haiz. lol jess also found it and i think we both managed to find it cos of the same reason =)

haiz. gotta go do bio le. or maybe i will just leave to tmr and do in sch.

2008-02-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

lol im posting again. nth much actually but i m suddenly dam tired. 好像闭上眼睛，好好的睡一觉。。。havent got much sleep these few days. sick and cannot sleep... haiz. suddenly i am like down with a math test and a physics quiz next week. i totally flopped mine last week and am gonna die if i flop this coming one again. ahhhhhh. just cleared my la test today and realise that i am crushed by my whole pile of upcoming assignments. got la, physics, bio, chinese, ace and the list goes on and on... haiz. got a chinese test after chinese new year. gg.

oh ya. haha saw ck at eds today and he was like sitting on the table slacking... not fair!!! eds release like so early today while im still having my cca and ck walked pass... only then realising that i am having cca lol. had a irritating service learning talk today. sort of suay, kena selected with sm to be service learning rep of item. ok lah not bad, at least got leadership roles. haha. so zun, 3L got like 5 sl reps and we are all good frens. jane,sm,subin,dloh and me =D lol got partner le. aiya dunno wat they wan2 do for cip also... see first bah. but i sure hope tat this year's cip will be better than last year's. didnt do much today, practically slacked through the day.sianz...

lol going for dental checkup tmr to consult the doctor on whether i shall put braces or not. haha. cant wait to go out to get my cny clothes =) oh ya, dloh, i am so gonna find your blog someday...

but for now, i am just gonna take a break and have a good rest for tmr will be a better day =D haha so cliche. anyway, bye!

2008-01-31T13:48:00.000+08:00

haha random pics taken recently. check out yuherng's cool ferrari jacket!!!

2008-01-31T13:31:00.000+08:00

My Cruise!!!(last year dec)

2008-01-31T13:17:00.001+08:00

Marche!!!

2008-01-31T13:10:00.000+08:00

sianz...im sick now, tats y i nvr go sch today... and thus i am stuck at home, dunno wat to do...

haha sch been really fun. and thanks shimin for the night at the ramen stall on tues =D haha it was great (could hav been superb if not for the walk to 'clarke quay') . lol went home at like ten plus and was dam tired. the next day, i fell ill. haha. so suay rite. anyways, lemme think...

oh ya i shall blog abt tat day at marche =) yuherng's mum is really nice and treated us to marche on mon for 'tea'. omg tat place is dam cool. and freaky as well. haha me, sm, st, oli and yuherng were like little kids getting amazed by tat place (ok, actually it was only me =D) the food was great( and $$ too). we had a talk and i really learnt alot. oh ya, i wan chinese tuition from yuherng's mun =D

ok the next post shall be of pics tat i promised to upload. heehee. (lol sorry so late. was too lazy =D)

2008-01-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

haha this will be an extremely

short post.

just want to ask everyone to

vote for our film team's

video in the competition

called SDMA.

heres the link:

http://www.evideo.edu.sg/sdma/

voting_view.asp?v=72

pls do give us your support.

thanks alot

2008-01-24T19:22:00.000+08:00

haha im blogging again. today's pe was horrible (well, most of the time). we had to run 4 rounds! but well, not bad at least i improved and managed to run like 4 rounds not stop =) anyway, then we did the push-ups and reverse crunch. it was like horrid!!! dam pain, ok it is cos i dun really train my abs but well. anyway, bio was kinda sian with all the drawings of cells and blah. LA was tiring (cos of pe) and no one was like listening to kal chan. lol. she realised it and let us discuss our la film project instead. ok, nth came out of it except tat we are meeting on sat night at 7 at kallang kfc. hope everything goes on well. well, next was chem. lol ms ng was promoting the taiwan trip but seriously, i am not optimistic about the response. she kept asking me to go cos im in the organising comm but no one else is going and the itinery is not very attractive... the best part abt chem was perhaps the practical. haha seeing all the diff reactions when the chemicals mix together. haha nice colours =) after lunch was like free period cos ms nancy ng was still not back. so we decided to discuss cny and class tee. the reaction of the class was not very spontaneous...haiz. just hopes it gets better.

oh ya some things to point out in the week =)
haha the sexy/BC group actually scored an A for the project!!! haha we scored like 22/30 for the wu song da hu thing, 3rd in class =D not bad for a group which 离题 haha the teacher said we focused on the wrong things but the skit was funny(everybody laughed) and she could see our yong gong in our props =) yay.

oh ya, financial literacy is like getting more and more interesting=) ok, at least for me. next week we are finally starting the stocks thing and i think it is gonna be dam cool. but... i still hav no idea who i am grouped with...

ytd was jane's b dae and 3LMO decided to celebrate all the jan babies b dae with a cake =) lol i hope that the really enjoyed the cake.

lol there is item tmr and i heard that we are doing video. not bad but i still wanna do rr... lets just see how it goes and i think i may not be going for 'the mother' (a play) tmr afterall...

2008-01-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

haha normally i dont really blog during school days but i decided to today. haha just read jane's blog and it was like dam cool lah!!! lol she really typed down everything that happened in school and her pics were just great (especially ck haha) . haha had a great laugh and i decided to blog! aiya anyway, we changed seats today and guess wat, i am like sitting behind the boys now and it is very distracting!!! cannot concentrate lah will keep laughing cos got ck in front lol. aiya but the day still went on fine (because today we did not hav to go over to 3M). i guess i will see how it goes tmr(well, there is la tmr).

haha oh ya, went to chingaling's house yesterday and her house was like GREAT!!! her house is like a 4-storey office building. got lift straight to the apartment somemore!!! haha was dam high yesterday cos of ck, jane and winston. dunno y, winston suddenly very joker and high this year. lol played bridge and was dam fun. winston like blur blur but he like got an suan one. haha everytime ck pair with winston sure win and everytime i pair with ck sure trash. i think i paired with winston once and won also. aiya anyway, i was dam fun and tmr we are like going to present the play tmr. hope it goes well =D

2008-01-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

haha im back blogging again =D lol usually i dun blog two days in a row but i feel sian now. waiting for 10 pm to come for the LA film meeting with sm,tesia,joey,shuxuan,hengguang and dloh.

oh ya, i just had a horrible dinner. i just ate from a canto restaurant near my house and the food was bad!!! the food was either too bland or too salty, sauce was either not spicy or too sticky. and worst of all, it was SO $$$. omg i think i am nvr going to go back there again.

well, one good thing did happen though. I BOUGHT MY FIRST ADDIDAS SHOES =D YAY! haha. and i am serious, it is really my FIRST, ONE AND ONLY addidas shoes. haha im so happy =)

Looking forward to later's LA film meeting, tmr's 武松打虎 meeting (haha gonna get high with them again=D) and of course, going back to school and meet wan nung, kim, wy sarah and all the other anzionians =D

2008-01-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

haha im finally back blogging again! by the way things seem to be, i think i can only blog like once a week even though i am online like everyday. haiz. anyway, i am quite surprised at how many things can happen in one week =)

1. Managed to squeeze out the video promoting the taiwan trip after like 2 hours even though i do not wan2 go for the trip. the trip is supposedly under 'item or so called robotics club and the science dept' but i guess it has turned more 'science' and less 'item'. lol the response is plain horrible with like only 1 or 2 lonely beings stating that they are interested to go (and i, part of the 'organising comm' am not going). but first, i must clarify. yes, i AM in the 'organising comm' but all i do is to PROMOTE the trip and did NOTHING in the planning of the itinery. the itinery is 100% done by the TEACHERS AND THE AGENCY so if u hav any unhappiness or watever abt it, dun come and find me cos it will be of no use (sadly).

2. We (3L) were told today that the school has decided to swop our classroom and 3B's classroom. haha when we heard it, it practically caused an uproar for the whole class and disrupted our whole LA lessons =) lol we went to sign a petition in 3B and talked to miss ling. sadly, her stand was very firm today and it didnt manage to get through. i guess the school's concern is still with the safety (because they said tat if there is a fire, our class, in our currently classroom, wont be able to escape). this means, whenever we have to go over to 3M for both geog and LA, we would have to walk all the way back and climb down 3 storeys and when we are going back, we would have to walk to the other end and climb 3 storeys again. wow, good exercise for like everyday. however, i dont believe tat there is no win-win situation but i guess i will just hav to see how it goes. the only thing tat i am positive abt this is tat i will be nearer to kim, wan nung and the rest! BUT i will be further from wan ying...=(

3.YAY i finally found my mahjong kakis =) haha making up of like sm, jane and ck =D well, winston also lah but just tat he only play cards. lol i ♥ my 武松打虎 group. it rocks! haha very fun to work with ck, winston, jane, ching woon and yu ting. oh ya and to all anzionians, winston has become exceptionally funny this year and i hav to idea y (lol dua bei gong, lin lao bei and dolphin). haha yesterday, we stayed back to do the project but after like just getting the gist of the story, we started our bonding session =D oh ya and guess wat, i FINALLY found another person who wants to go the same uni as me~!!! haha same faculty somemore =) lol finally got someone wan2 go 台大 and study mass comm =) (guess who?) lol and jane was saying ok i go with u two. lol. i am really looking forward to our project this sun =)

4. Class is really great so far =) haha we played volleyball after pe during recess today. in class, it is nice sitting beside jane and feli =D oh ya i love chiang ky! he is dam nice and i dun regret taking up history =D la lessons are kinda boring when learning compre but not bad lah. oh ya, dloh is dam irritating!!! must always put the air con blowing at him and i will get freezing every single la lesson!!! haha but i guess he seems to be a kinda sociable person (other than the air con part). lol i am kinda looking forward to class now =) but i really miss anzio...haha anzio, lets organise a class outing~!

lol amazing. three big events in the third week of school. lol looking forward to movie screening in church tmr and 武松打虎 project at chingwoon's house on sunday!!! ♥

2008-01-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

lol im back here blogging again. its been kinda long but well, sch started le so i guess my posts will be less often and maybe even shorter. anyway, sch been kinda nice, with 3LMO and all my anzio frens. still meet up during recess and whenever it is possible and 3L's 'back row' is great =) haha i sure hope that sch will get better and not worse, even though i dun really 'feel' for a few of my teachers. anyway, i am waiting for x family discs to come out... oh ya, wy,nung,sarah,kim wanna watch L change the world? cos i heard tat it is coming out soon so yea =D

nth really changed, except tat it club became robotics club (but we are still known internally as item, it will nvr change). oh ya, we are going to hav a taiwan trip in march and it will be opened to all yr 3 and 4 i think. i sure hope tat the response will be good, even though i am not sure if i myself am going. i am currently tied between this year's history russia trip and this taiwan trip (i havent noe of any others tat i might be interested in yet) well, i guess i have to see how.

i am now waiting patiently for my discs to come out and hoping tat life will get better =)

2008-01-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

heys!!! yay! i am very happy today =D
1. i got my acer back!!!
2. i finally got the time to redeem my 2 cds and 4 files =)
3. haha went for church and had a great time

lol tmr starting lessons le... so sian. anyway, i think my teachers kinda rocks, or at least wat i heard from my seniors, they are not bad =) so i am sort of looking forward to class ( i never imagined i would say this) BUT i have to finish my commonwealth essay (which i havent started) first!!! GG. wish me good luck.

oh ya, dhs olympics was not bad, even though there wasnt an encore. haha. playing with the orange lights on stage in the PA room for the skit was great!!!!!!! <3 very fun switching those switches on and off with zenn and sm (each taking 1/3 sides) lol i hope tat i can do it again =)

oh ya and for wan nung, i guess i will keep my posts shorter now. so, Bye!

2007-12-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

haha im very happy today. just got enlightened!!! lol this year's christmas is exceptionally meaningful. yay! to all of you out there,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

and i wish that your christmas will be as meaningful as mine =D

2007-12-25T20:35:00.001+08:00

omg!!! my hair is freaking short and (according to kim) it looks dam guai. haha so now im a guai kia (ok, its so not my image).

2007-12-24T10:43:00.001+08:00

haiz, im here bloggin again... these few days havent been really pleasant. especially yesterday. lol had a vid meeting last night but everything ended on a sour note. so how? i also dunno what to do now...anybody care to giv advice? even worse, i hav not even finished my hols homework, gg! lol anyone wanna meet and do homework together? i think i will see how first.

haiz, now, i am really tired from everything. pls, gimme a break...

2007-12-22T19:23:00.001+08:00

lol im back blogging again. ok actually i also dunno wat to say... haiz, these few days very sian. lemme think...

ytd i went to my bro's new sec sch (he is turning sec 1), nus high. ok lah, the sch is not bad, but kinda disappointing. i had expected more from tat sch. after all, i wanted to get in to the school as well. anyway, now i dun really regret not getting into the school. after much thought, the only good thing about tat sch tat dhs doesnt hav, is tat they are allowed to use laptops during classes!!! haiz. omg. my bro only sec 1, but he has to buy a graphing calculator tat is like 240!!! AND his trip sci books are thicker than mine! well, i guess tat is wat comes out of a math and sci school.

today was kinda sian as well, except tat i went out shopping with my mum. we went to tm for like 3 hours i think. i bought a bag, my slippers and a pair of shoes! yay! oh ya and i decided on something and this shall be the first time tat i am saying it to everyone. i am going to cut my hair short! yes, short. ok how short i still dunno cos i havent really settle yet. haiz. my hair is horrid now whenever i wake up. forced to bath every morning even if it is like 7. so for easier school-days morning thing, i am going to but it short. =( good bye hair. aiya i think it wont do much diff anyway. my hair is not tat long after all.

oh ya and HELPPPPPPPPPPPPP. i am still stuck with my whole chunk of hols homework!!! GG. wish me luck so that i can finish it by 1 jan, or else i am dead. i am like in a class with all the clever people lah. if i still dun buck up, there goes my sec sch days... haiz better go catch up on some stuff le. bye!

oh ya, i just rmb i havent mentioned about item chalet yet! ok the chalet was great, even though i was sick all the way through and was thus forced to sleep earlier than some others. haiz. anyway, it was nice with mahjong, x box (nicely brought by me and was the main source of entertainment =D) and of course movies. ok the movies were not bad, but freddy vs jason was a little sian. i guess the plot was not bad but for me, the gore was too exagerated and made it so un-gore. for someone whose bravery at horror movies is 0, feeling a gore movie un-gore means the movie is really un-gore. haiz. ok lah, it was not too bad just tat i felt like sleeping after the movie. went for a bath and they started playing i now pronounce u chuck and larry. i guess everyone's too tired cos by like the first half an hour, all but two were asleep. i managed to catch the beginning and the end(cos i fell asleep in the middle until i was kicked awoke by tat pig) . i think tat show was not bad and kinda regret not staying through. haiz. anyway, i went to take mervyn's place on the mattress cos he went upstairs, but i am really suay. got hit by sm's hand on the face and got knocked on the head by her knees. ouch. ok so i decided to get up and take a walk with oli. haha we saw a frog and some weird insect. and we took the disabled-lift! tat lift was the lift tat only the platform moved. it was fun except tat it was extremely slow.

haha when the two of us went back, we moved upstairs and due to boredom, the two of us plus mervyn started on a game of taboo. dun ask us how, cos we just played. soon, tj joined us from downstairs, also dunno why. the game ended at like 4 + and we all knocked out. lol and tat was the second night.

nothing much happened on the first night i think, except tat jasper came over, the guys took hours to start the fire, AND haha, GARY USED HIS GPS AND TOOK 45 MIN TO COME OVER (DRIVING). i have to idea how he did it. i think bear said they missed a turn and had to go all the way to some place to u turn. haha. saded man, and we kept niao-ing him about it. lol. haiz i guess tat was all, but the pool games and bowling were fun!!!

ok, now is really bb. bye!

2007-12-19T13:09:00.000+08:00

lol. i finally got the time to sit down and blog again!!! ok, actually it is just tat i did not touch the comp for like the past 10 days, just came back from item chalet, kinda tired but i shall still blog... lol the class steamboat was fun even though not many turned up =( killing the crab was exciting haha so sadistic. a bit sian to the end when we wandered around aimlessly, haiz... oh ya, i broke my own record tat day (AHHH!!! MY PEN DIED!!! my mum accidentally trew all my chalet clothes into the washing machine with my pen inside, oh man, tat was the only pen tat i used for so long and still works fine, AHHHHH!) ok nvm. talking about my record, i ate the most number of prawns tat day and even i myself am amazed because i used to dislike prawns lol.

heys, cheryl, i shall blog about wat u want me to blog about now! haha. lol, went out with two of my best pals last thurs (12/12). haha we had lotsa fun and attracted a lot of attention( an i really mean alot, with everyone staring at us) especially in kino =) . met cheryl and clarie at orchard and flew to kino cos cheryl wanted to see if her dear yu zhe's book was shipped in yet. lol cheryl took the wrong train and still ended up earlier than the two of us. sadly, the book was still unavailable and the person asked us to check in the evening so we decided to go jalan jalan. headed to bossini cos yz was the spokesperson. lol we wanted to find the exact same shirt tat he wore but in the end we found a rounded neck one instead of a v-neck. aiya but tat woman was still going siao over tat tee lol. later, we went to eat udon at some shop at the basement of taka. cheryl was flipping through the mag and screaming over her tang yu xiao bao and i told her to start eating. somehow, tat day, i ate dam little and could not even finish the udon while the two of them finished way before,haiz...oh ya then we went over to cineleisure and spamed neoprints! it had been dam long since i last took neoprint, like 1 year +++ or something ? anyway, we found this really cool machine tat could infrared the pics into the phone and has really cool effects =D

lol there are still lots more but i shall not upload them and yes, this is hand drawn on the neoprint decorating machine thing by our dear mrs yu zhe =)

after taking 3 neoprints =D, we went over to bk to grab a drink. lol cheryl asked the person for three crowns and the person got stunned.haha. cheryl was getting anxious about her book and was trying hard to find a way to get her hands on it. lol, i found kino's phone number and she got clarie to call for her(heys cheryl, u still owe me a treat for the phone humber =D). haha and the thing was, the book really came in. so she was like screaming from bk all the was back to kino and flew to the tw section (and i really mean flew).
haha in the end, she got the book, but she could not read it cos it was in 繁体字 lol but she is trying hard to understand =) and im helping, translating some parts when i go to her house lol.

to tell the truth, the book is kinda cool. it is really like a story book tat kinda thing, with a story behind. ok, the story is a little weird and the way it was expressed was amazing. im really surprised and cannot believe tat i am about to say this but, the book is kinda cool and gives me a very 亲切 feeling. haha.

ok nvm, im just back from chalet and i guess i shall blog about the chalet another time. go and rest le, tata!

2007-12-09T13:28:00.000+08:00

lol people, im back from the cruise. ok lah it was kinda sian, nothing much to do but eat. so stupid rite? but i guess it was kind a good experience. dun hav the pics now cos too lazy to load =) (com on, i just came back for like 2 hours?) the cruise was big but small, i mean it looks dam big but when u are on it, it is actually dam small. lol a bit luan. anyways, i got a huge shock even before i boarded the ship. haha it turns out tat the cruise that zenn was saying he was going to, was the same as mine! haha so we went to the same cruise, AND (as if that was not enough) our rooms were dam near each other. and i really mean NEAR. out of the thousands of rooms the cruise has (ok, maybe hundreds), our rooms are on the same floor, same corridor, and just opposite-diagonal from each other! wth. the only diff between our rooms is tat my room can see the sea and his cant lol. stupid rite? but his trip was like only 100 bucks when mine is like $$$ his is cos his father's company got subsidy but well, i was dam sian on the ship. other then staying at the deck, blowing the sea wind, and eating, and sleeping, there was nothing much. the food was not bad and are free =) but the arcade was horrible. eat money one. haiz. lol didnt really talk to zenn throughout the whole trip even though we saw each other many times (see, thats wat i mean by a small ship). only actually talked to him today, just like 1 hour before the ship was reaching singapore lol. tat was cos he was like lying on the chair sianing so i decided to go ka chio him haha so bad rite? lol he was also very sian on the ship and his life on the ship was worse than mine. at least i made the effort to walk around (even though it was sian and i walked the same place like at least thrice). he actually ate and sleep, walk a little then ate and sleep again. haha. but well, thats the life tat u will hav if u go onboard a cruise. EAT and EAT and EAT whenever u hav the chance to. haha.

ok i finally came down with a conclusion. going on a cruise to nowhere is not really my thing. and to all of you out there, i would advice not to go on a cruise with ur family cos it will be dam boring, can consider going with ur frens (if u can) cos maybe u might enjoy more. haha.

i can only say tat this trip is an experience overpaid. but well, at least i get to leave singapore this hols.

prob will upload the pics some other days. look out for it =)

2007-12-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

haha. after so long, im blogging again. aiya actually i also dunno wat to post about but i just blog bah =D recently, there is nothing much, well, mostly because i am down doing the final touch-up and blah for SDMA.

haha, the filming day was fun! it started off a little wrong, with a little disputes and unhappiness, but it sure ended on a happy note =) we really had lots of fun especially with zenn and hao yi as the main male cast. jia min was the female and i can sure say, we picked the right casts. sadly, i cant post up the video ( a promise made to hao yi, lol) but i can try to get some pics for ya all, so do look out for it =)

oh ya. to kim, wan nung and wan ying, sorry for not really posting tat often and thanks a lot for constantly viewing my blog. for those who dont noe who they are, they are my best pals in class =D

well, i guess after SDMA and after i come back from my cruise trip this weekend, there would be more to blog about! thats all for now, bye! =D

2007-11-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

lol after three days, im back here blogging again. one thing i must apologise, especially to wanying, wan nung and kim, who hav been like going on this blog everyday or something, i dun really go online everyday and sometimes a little lazy to blog...so i might not blog daily but i will when i can =D

today was a kinda interesting day. i brought kim to silver comb to cut hair and we went to a food hunt. lol. she had to buy some ba zhang, tau kwa pau and popiah haha. we walked for quite a while to get all these food. kimberley cham, u better enjoy the food hor!

yesterday was a fun tea-tasting day. after comm meeting, oli, hy, zenn, lester and i stayed back for lunch and embarked on a chinese tea-tasting extravaganza. lol. we tasted i think 4 types or something (all brewed by mr lim himself!) . there was one tat was extremely bitter, but we were all 'forced' to drink. dunno wat type but mr lim was trying to teach us some logic or something, i also forgot wat le. haha. then he brought out a whole set of brain-twisters game or something. none of us could complete any of them, well except for one which was completed by lester...

oh man, i really wanna get a job instead of like sianing at home or going for meetings!!! anyone got any deals???anyway, i really hope to do something of worth this hols... well, i'll be back blogging some time soon again so do look forward to it =D

bye!

2007-11-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

heya! lol im actually very sian now... haiz, dam tired... yesterday was well, considered as quite a fun day i guess... met wanying, sarah and kim at abt 1 at tm and we went to eat yoshi. then we went to catch hero at 3.25. wanted to wait for wan nung and watch another day but we realised tat we couldnt match our times...so sorry wan nung...

Hero rocks! actually i had expected it to be somewhat like the tv special, which was a little draggy, but it turned out to be much better! the way everything was portrayed and pieced together really made it great. it was sort of like a serious brain-thinker kind of film with a tinge of comedy. lol i guess it is also because i like these genres of Japanese movies, tats y i liked it so much. i dun mind watching it again =D any takers? haha

the movie ended at around 6 and then i had serious stuff to do..haiz. we had an alumni meeting at kallang KFC about cca stuff and it ended at around 10... well, because the action hasnt been done yet so i guess it would not be nice for me to say too much here... atmosphere was awkward at the beginning, partly because me and sm didnt noe most of the alumnis present... we actually seemed to be like little kids in an adults meeting, living in our own world. lol we kept questioning y we were actually there in the first place, but at least we had each other haha. things got better as it progressed and soon, we were a little more into their convo. even if we only contributed one line, i guess we still had a purpose, even if it was to be shot down by the 'dua taos'(大头) lol.

the meeting ended and me, sm and jing hui went to take twelve back home. this journey was great even though it was late at night. jh was talking about his experiences to china with the school and all the great and fun things they did. it made us laugh the whole way back which was about 45 min. lol. the whole bus was actually very quiet with only us chatting and laughing. of course i tried to keep our volume low to avoid disturbing others, but the whole bus ride was still filled with fun and laughter.

haiz im really tired now, after having not a really good sleep last night... im actually considering getting a job but i hav totally no lobangs and i dun really hav a lot of time to commit. if the job like requires 8 hours everyday or something then i guess im not up for it... i really wanna cash in some money this hols or it will be like any other hols. i guess now it would be either to get a job, so some self-enrichment on some programming stuff, or both. lets just see how it goes. oh ya and the class results are not out yet!!! arh. anyway, i shall just go off for now. bye!

2007-11-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

heya! lol it has been quite a while since i posted again. anyway, today was the release of the PSLE results and because my bro is primary 6 this year, i went down with him and my parents to take the results (haha actually it was only a reason, the main thing was tat i wanted to compare his year's results to my year... haha) ok tat aside, i feel tat he did relatively well and u noe wat? he got into NUS High! amazing right? haha tat was a school tat i had actually wanted to get in...haiz nevermind. i noe tat i should be happy for him, and i am. however, i still feel a tinge of sadness... why? well, because if he did not get in, he would have gotten into Dunman High... i guess tat was his choice afterall. all i can say now is, Jia You!

and guess wat, this year's top scorer actually came from st hilda's and was in the other GEP class beside my bro! haha. she is really amazing man, she actually scored a total of like 294 and i think it is not inclusive of the 3 marks from distinction higher malay... which means, she actually got like 297/300 or something! she broke the record in PSLE marks and really did SHPS proud!!!

after the release of the results, we actually went prawning at Pasir Ris! it was really cool and we prawned for 3 hours! it was really fun and we caught a total of 11 prawns with 2 rods! i guess that is quite a good achievement for our first try =D here are some pictures:

heres the place =)

heres my first catch =D well, actually it was a little of a tyco cos i think it got tangled by my rod.

here are the 11 prawns! sadly, i think 3 died when we got home and all of them probably died in an hour of so, so they are all in the fridge now! haha so evil rite =D

well, tat's all for today =D lol tmr confirmation of class will be released, hopefully, there isn't much change for me... well, gtg bb!!

2007-11-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

lol i found out my new class, 3L, yesterday... in a way, im kinda happy with it i guess. haha i remembered i screamed in my cca room when i first found out about the class im in. dun really noe whether it is good or bad... im in the same class as Jesslyn, Shimin, Subin, Nicole etc and tats really cool. i finally get to do LA film with shimin haha.

come to think of it, fate is really playing us. at the beginning of the year, we were like: " Let's pick the same subject combi and get into the same class and then we can do LA film together." afterall, our gpa in mid year was the same. then towards the end of the year, i was like stuck with either doub sci (being physics and chem) or trip. and i was stuck with choosing hist or geog. i was really hesitating a lot, plus all the seniors 'advice', which came more like pressure like" you must take trip sci to ensure ur grades will be good". lol, in the end i settled for trip sci. but then was the humanities prob. i liked both geog and hist, and i sort of think that geog will be more useful (i still think so now) but i really like the topics that hist will be covering like the cold war... in the end, i decided to leave it to my eoy results. haha it soon came and guess wat? i flopped my geog, getting a low B while my hist got a mid A. haiz. in the end, i decided with trip sci + hist. but shimin wanted to take geog, so we went our own separate ways.

however, when the class came out, i was in the same class as her! luckily, the class that we got into was a mixed class, which meant there were people from trip sci +hist and people from trip sci+ geog. just tat they hav to go to 3M for geog. Not too bad afterall. =)

i am still kinda scared... im afraid that after the appeal date is over and the new release of class, classes would be shuffled and wont be in this great class anymore... i guess i gotta leave it to fate again. haha. i didnt noe i was such a fate-ful person...

lol im doing this under threaten, lol just joking. my dear anzio chairperson wants me to do a tribute to her. so listen up

KIMBERLEY CHAM, ANZIO CHAIRPERSON 2007, GREAT GAL AND GREAT CHAIRPERSON, I WILL MISS YOU WHEN WE CHANGE CLASS (actually i will miss many from anzio, anyway) GOOD LUCK IN THE FUTURE JIA YOU! =D

haha that was still ok =) well, some things are getting a little out of hand these days and i really hope to settle them and enjoy my hols... hopefully im not expecting too much from myself...anyway, just wish me good luck!

2007-11-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

heys! finally i can get down and post something of worth haha.

im feeling kinda sian now. just did a presentation at my alma mater: St hilda's Primary. supposedly to promote Dunman High to all the primary 6 (well, including my brother but i didnt try to spot him out of the crowd) kinda fun and weird experience. Half the presentation i realised that i had been having eye contact only to the people at my right so i decided to turn lol a little stupid but yea. saw a lot of my ex-teachers including mrs simon, mrs teo and mr teng. they still look the same and talk the same. really miss those days in primary school, singing hymns and prayers eveyday. really enjoyed singing along the character songs with them even though they were a little restless. i guess they were sort of 身在福中不知福...but well i guess they will realise that when they get out of shps next year.

im now currently at item room, a little sianing. im supposed to prepare for NIC finals, crashing myself with all the IT technical terms but somehow i cant find my motivation. haiz... we are going up against a team from HCI i think but sadly, YC cant make it so there will only be me and gary... waiting for zenn,haoyi and siew ting to come back from ai. lol asked them to da pao prata back here. really missed the prata at ai, really really nice. u should go try it too. well anyway, nda find some motivation or there goes the chance of getting an award. we qualified for the finals, being in the top 6 teams but sadly, only the top 3 can get a prize...so sad right?aiya forget it i shall start on another post talking about other things. brb =)

2007-11-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

heys...its been long since i last posted...like half a year? lol. days have been kinda bad with extreme ups and downs...haiz but i guess that's life rite? anyway, i guess i might try to revive the blog again so look out for my next post!!! =)