ok nows quite an ungodly time for me to blog today. many reasons. long stories. finished up filming today even though it started off extremely unpleasantly. im really sorry shimin. sorry that u hav to solo the first few hours of the editing. sorry for causing u so much trouble. sorry for everything. thanks for letting us use ur auntie's house. thank you for letting me noe so many cute people like glenn and wayne. really tired now. just feel like dedicating this post to sm. thanks for many things and sorry for all i've done...


lol my 85th post =)

had a really great day today. the sports meet was not too bad, at least the view was gd and it was in the shelter. went to bugis after tat with ching, jane and sm. haha. dunno whether we are suay or lucky. saw teachers at sakae sushi!!! mr yeo actually asked us to join them. but we too pai seh lah. haha. 5 teachers. mr teo ch, mr yeomh, mdm jloh, ms myeo and ms jseow. ok i hope i spelt them correctly. 4/5 of them noe me lah. if we joined them then cannot talk abt lots of stuffs le =D then we went over to changi airport. dam kuku. kept running for the sky train

incident 1:
(saw many people running out of the train)
jane: y are they running? lets run with them =)
(ching, jane and i started running. sm was sian behind)
ching: maybe they sending off maroon 5
(sm suddenly became very excited and started running too. haha)

anyway, it turned out tat those people were like on an amazing race or something. haha. then we went to sakae sushi buffet there and returned to T3.

incident 2:
(skytrain to T3 just reached platform)
(jane, me and ching ran for the train. sm ran too but slowly. so a bit useless but anyway)
(ching was like a gentleman and stood in the middle of the doors so tat the doors wont close and waited for sm to come in)

stranger: (pat on ching shoulder) you are very brave.

haha. amazing. decided to post some pics up =)

flowers for jane in choir concert =)


haha me and sm zi lian


Feli's bdae cake.


Airport pics today. on the bridge =) (lol ching, jane and sm)





got many many more pics. but im really not used to blogger's way of inserting pics. anyone wan2 teach me? i think it is very ma fan. shall end here today. tata.

just came back after shopping with st =) ok lah, sort of. we walked around bugis junction. but sadly, we had limited time cos she had to meet someone at the city hall to go for co concert. quite rewarding i guess. 1 necklace and 1 pencil case =) tats not bad le i guess. haha after all i just bought earings ytd from white sands. dangly at like $3 2 pairs.

lol after thinking for quite a while, i still decided to post this quote. afterall, this quote saved me =)

“我看了都心痛，但我知道你更痛”

lol thanks everyone for everything today =)

lol just came back from filming for the chinese script. and surprisingly i must say, this day so far is one of the BEST days of my life =) well, tats prob cos i learnt things that i can never learn when im happy or at other situations with other people. it sure is a shocking yet enriching experience. this made me realise how much my frens understands me no matter how much i try to hide it. and i guess, i really found two true frens today. sm and ck =D thanks a lot for today. even though unhappy things happen, but it was all worthwhile for me to find true frens.

oh ya. it was also the first time working with sanpeng. lol he is a really gd actor and i really pei fu him for his...erm. how to say. when he was trying to get sm into the mood, he really did it well. ok im lost for words to describe it but. yea. it was great. lol some funny incidents happen (like alex with the two kids) and a lot of xiao chang. but overall, we still managed to complete watever we wanted to complete.

THANKS EVERYONE =D BOTH CREW AND CASTS!!! the filming thereafter should be ok i guess.


lol just did a quiz linked from cass blog. kinda cool.

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

today is really screwed up. plus walking home alone in a relatively cold weather with a cool breeze makes it worse. somehow i feel that im getting emo. ok, not to the extend like last year. maybe i shouldnt use the word emo. more of. reminiscence. dunno if i spelt it correctly but well. anyways, just felt screwed up this year. everything is changing like crazy. my sch work, frens, cliques, projects, even my family stuff... things are really different now. i feel really slack this year when i actually wanted to do well. tests results are bad as well. together with everything else.

ok im being so reflective cos of wat happened today. the day started of ok, a little bad. but by the end, it was horrid. esp ending the day with a stupid physics group work. if the last period was not physics, it would have been a million times better. things just cocked up with the grouping. we were supposed to be in a group when everything just... theres no word for it. i guess ching, jane and sm understands. i've nvr seen this thing happening before and it is really weird and shocking...maybe a bit of pissed as well.

i guess im affected by rr as well. these days i find myself getting pissed easily. i really regret for rr.

i shall stop 'emo-ing' even though it doesnt seem like it. gotta study for empire of the sun le (or at least try and read the notes) tata.

lol heres my separate post. anyway, just came back from 'filming' at jane's house. lol very fun. lotsa NGs by CK and sm. haha. they went first. they were supposed to like be like a couple and comment abt something. haha. sm kept laughing lah. i was also controlling my laughter =D ok all of us were. lol the same thing happened with jess and ck too (ok clarification. ck is not hua xin. just tat we are short of guys. lol so he played two roles.) anyway, cant wait for shi shi zui ji =) my grp rox!!!

haha and ching has a seriously deprived childhood. he actually nvr touched a gameboy and played pokemon before!!! ok lah. so now he is like addicted and going all enthu abt pokemon on both hp and comp. haha. at first he was pissed of with something (long story. ok pissed is not the right word. more of REALLY angry) so dun be surprised to see him playing pokemon in sch tmr =) lol then we played tarrot and bridge. wanted to try tarrot but no time le. played three rounds of bridge. ok im now seriously thinking tat i cant play bridge in jane's house. i always end up losing!!! (ok, i was partnering sm 2/3 times. and u noe wat it means) maybe its really luck and feng shui.

guess im gonna slack awhile now before getting to work. oh man. im really slacking this year =(

lol my 80th post. sch started le. ok lah. not too bad actually. better than i imagined. ok im still behind hmw (since when i wasnt). oh and im really surprised abt wat winnie said today. haha. he was like...

(me chionging bio in the morning with jane, ck and gang)
winston: huimin y u this year become like tat. last time not liddat one leh.
huimin: ? wat talking u? i all the while liddat one lah.
winston: i thought u very hiong one lor. always do hmw one. PSLE score 265 + 2
huimin: lol rubbish lah. eh. u dun try niao me abt PSLE lor. tat one was tyco. anyway, u got same marks as me leh!!!
winston: (just realises tat fact) *nth to say*

haha it was dam stupid lah. two years le. but well, we werent tat close last time in anzio. and i miss all the anzio nians =( haha realised once again tat winston became humorous this year.

during HCL lecture:
Mdm Sau: 谚语考得是1-17。再portrait那个page
winston: 老师,我们不是靠过了lor
mdm sau: 有meh?aiya 错page lah
winston: 你讲portrait的吗

wth lah. he was like the only one who realised it...

haha realised tat my this post is all abt winston. ok i shall leave it like tat and post a separate post. this post shall now be dedicated to winston =)

ok first things first. i really wan2 apologise to my chinese proj group for not being able to join them today. SORRY!!! lol today was a really bad day. i was like really sick and was like bed-ridden for maybe 2-4 hours. haiz...i vomitted like three times today... =( and cos of tat i cant go orchard with them to interview people. felt really horrible. to make things worse, i didnt manage to go for dental today. everything was dragged and i was dam sick le. so didnt go lor. anyways, after i woke up from my slp at like 5 pm, i found out tat justin's racer spoilt. haiz. i sure hope our sch still has hope. really bad day man...

after dinner, went over to CGH to visit my grandfather. even the doctor is not sure abt his illness. i hope tat he will be well soon... gtg le. tata

WARNING: the following blog post is going to be weird. i apologize before hand but i just nd to vent out all my pissed-angry-tired-hate-ness. BUT im not emo. im just feeling everything but emo. which is prob good enuf. ok the post may sound emo. but im just pissed. and im glad tat im not emo-ing cos it will be much worse.

im tired. not becos the day has been long. i hate every thing tat happened. everything screwed up. the season. the competition. the people. and everything else. i hate myself for allowing it to happen. i hate myself for being so dependent. i hate myself for giving in. i hate myself for not pushing on. i hate her for making it happen to me. i hate her for her all ironic sms. i hate her for spoiling my whole season and screwing up everything. i hate myself for doing everything. i hate myself for not achieving anything. i feel screwed. thought it was good. in the end it turned out like rubbish. i feel like a loser. why did i hav to do this. it just screwed my whole life up. i really really hate her for deciding everything and going all my decision is final. in the end. everything just turned out oppposite. i hate myself for not being firm. always drifting here and there. it sucks. im totally screwed. i really really hate her. im just totally pissed. keep seeing her black face but the way she is handling it is screwing everyone up. just tat she does not noe it.

im so glad its all over. im so glad it is the end. im so glad tat i no nd to face everything anymore. im just going to forget about this season and aim for the next.

at least i learnt something. nvr giv in cos its plain stupid and regretful. nvr depend on the people whom u should noe u cant. nvr expect too much of others cos its just silly and u end up hurting urself.... i really nd to be INDEPENDENT.

haiz. in the middle of rr competition now. sianz... anyways, ching is bak in sg =) welcome back. lol. he very cham leh. slp 4h only then go for eds camp le. but aiya who ask him take midnight flight.

haha just read R_ _ _ blog (jane, sm and ck, it is her) blog. lol kinda freaked out. quite emo and a lot of 'him' mentioned. anyway, cant wait for tmr =) going to orchard for chinese proj (lol this time with ching too) but well, im patiently waiting for my turn to run the rr later. think im gonna flop but well, just do best can le bah. shall blog again later. tata.

haha my third post today but somehow im high now. lol i just realised i really got cute jnrs =) yk and zx totally have a weird sense of humour tat just nice fits sm. lol. eg.

yk: ROFL? lol Rise of Fallen Angels
sm: hahahaha(non-stop)

seriously its dam fun to be in a room with sm, yk and zx. with sm shouting and blah. i have free entertainment. AND im much happier now. i managed to actually finish until segment 30!!! ok lah. but now the racer pms and gets weird in earlier segments. anyway, at least theres hope. shall update more later. tata!!!

i shall now post a post on a lighter note. had ace proj on mon. it was fun =) well, i guess we were quite efficient. and we played bridge =D there was a imba pawnage by me and jane. lol we won with a 6 of diamonds. haha. it was great. tat night, we played viwawa wahjong =) yays. lol jane totally pawn. but there was once my win was actually X7!!! haha.

anyways, ytd i finally brought myself to clear my cupboard. lol found a lot of old clothes tat im gonna giv away. haha now it seems so empty. trying to get a nice casual formal wear. cant wait to go shopping someday but for this hols, im totally packed.

well, wish me luck for rr !!!

haiz im now doing rr in sch. trying hard to find the spirit to go on...sianz. tired. pissed. my other group membs dun even seem like they care. i seem to be the one solo-ing everything...sm is playing a mundane song now. makes me feel like sleeping... i nd to find back the passion to do rr again. just like two years ago. with gary, yc and sm. first time seeing the rr track and working one it. one and only time completing the track. even though it took 50 sec, it was fun. i wan2 find back the passion. but now im dam tired. i hate this group. u are dam ironic. mths ago, u promised tat it would be fine. no matter how much i argued, u refused to listen. and now. see wat happens. im not only scared of him. im scared of u too... now everything is placed right in front of ur eyes. do u regret ur decision and decided my misery. haiz. but well. i could not do anything then. u controlled everything. wat can i do. sianz. now. it is horrible. the two of u totally crashed my passion for rr. pushed all the rubbish to me. i completed the rubbish given but wat happens. u both did not even do ur part. im supposed too feel pissed and irritated. but now. im just tired. i wish to find back my feeling and passion. just two days away from the competition. can things get any worse.

ps. im not emo. just tired. theres a diff. dun get offended or anything if u noe who im talking abt. its just my feelings.

lol just came back from jess house to do chinese proj today. dam cool. her house got 4 dogs today =) all the same breed. i think it is westie (ok i cant spell it). anyway, had a lot of fun haha. sm and jane were screaming away whenever the dogs got close =D talked abt lots of stuff with feli jess sm and jane too. so sad. ching cant come today but i guess he is enjoying himself in phillipines.

very stupid. me feli and jane actually got LOST on our way to lavender mrt. turned to early, walked too much. and ended up walking ONE WHOLE ROUND to reach lavender. im so dead man. this is like the THRID TIME THIS WEEK tat i got lost. first after SDMA awards ceremony where mr lim dropped us at some ulu expressway. second after singapore flyer, trying to find my way to the nearest mrt. and third. today. i really need to get my sense of direction better man. ok lah im not as bad as some people i noe. but it has really been horrible.

cant wait for tmr's sl proj. coming my house. wonder wat we will do. lol.

cheryl, cant wait for the next time we meet. must show me the pics u took today =)

lol just feel like blogging today even though there is nth much to blog abt. haha anyway, i just felt like saying tat i love 3L and the mahjong kakis more and more =) but i still miss anzio... lol ck going phillipines tmr. must rmb to pluck grass for us =)

nth much happened today just tat i felt tat i wasted maybe 4/7 hours in sch today. dam sianz... just realised once again tat im fully packed for this WHOLE march hols. hardly one day can play... sorry cheryl. cant go with u to bugis for the event tmr =( have fun!

heres my schedule.
mon. chinese proj (will be quite fun. going jess house= got kenya!!! so sad ching cant come...going phillipines lol)
tues. bio mini assignment (looking forward cos im working with a whole new group of people) wed. think im going down to sch to do rr and MAYBE watching leap years before going down to sch (but well, its only a maybe... i really wanna catch tat show haiz.)
thurs. going down to sch to do rr and chinese film meeting (sian day. sure kena kaopei by zenn again...)
fri. rr competition (lotsa slacking at funan. maybe i shall bring my hmw there lol)
sat. chinese proj interview (haha sure dam fun. everyone will be going and ching is bak from phillipines =D) and playing cards at jane's house after tat i think (fun at last)
sun. sian. rr prize presentation. haiz.

so busy man...hope i still got time to do my hmw...

heres wishing ching bon voyage =)

today, i missed the science fair and took the singapore flyer!!! ok lah. i wont pay 30 bucks for it but since i got it free, its a good exp. im so glad my phobia of heights didnt affect me when i was on the flyer or it would totally spoil my day. oh ya the prizes for national infocomm competition are damn ATTRACTIVE. got IPOD TOUCH, PSP LITE, NINTENDO WII and much more. the champion even get to go on a ONE WEEK TRIP TO SILICON VALLEY to visit all the amazing places!!! ok im jealous but i noe my limits. im not pro enough but well, lets just see how it goes. met ck,jane and sm for dinner. i walked from the singapore flyer to city hall and it took VERY long. the signs were like all over the place. im just glad tat i didnt get very lost. managed to find my way i also dunno how. lol. had a fun time with them at bugis food junction. chat again =) im so glad tat i found these friends in 3L or i prob wouldnt enjoy tat much. kudos to mahjong kakis!!!

oh ya did i mention i totally FLOPPED my math and la test. but well. forget it.

ok. today was both good and bad. im getting bugged by a person now when i totally have NO FREE TIME in the hols. i seriously hate u at times, even though i noe i should be grateful to u. wth. everytime i feel guilty of not being grateful to u, i find something about u tat just makes me pissed... sometimes u seems so wonderful and caring, but it is later tat i really u have an underlying motive. wat am i supposed to feel abt u? pissed, angry, or should i be grateful and nice?

ok. enough grumbling. or i will feel even angrier. my hols are like packed now. all because rr is on the last weekend so the whole week is gone together with it and all the other proj.

oh ya. we got merit for SDMA. a little disappointing but nvm lah. mr lim alighted us at some ulu place. and for the first time in history, I FELT LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF SINGAPORE. it was like in the middle of nowhere. some expressway there. aiya anyway, sm was feeling disapointed with 'disappointed' (u may noe wat im talking abt, dun wan2 mention names =D) haha but she got over it liao lah.

lol im eating bread now... some chocolate bread thing. i also dunno wat but it tastes weird. so sad. my parents dun allow me to join ck,jane,sm and hg for supper at pasir ris. lol anyway, i just reached home from choir concert. haha it was really good!!! the sopranos shocked me and ck with their high notes and jane, i can hear u =) haha could tell that jane was trying to ren her laughter when we started laughing when they were singing high sch musical songs. lol she was supposed to hold a guy's hand but their reactions were dam funny =D anyway, the dance for bop to the top was great!!! at the end, we shouted 'Jane' aloud (ok lah it wasnt very loud cos there were only a few of us) and she seemed stunned =) went to the backstage door to wait for her. there was like a red carpet for all the choir people but. Jane never came =( haha tats cos she came out of the other door and appeared behind us. dam kuku =)

today was fun. after waiting decades for sm to settle her stuffs, me,ck,jess and her went to tiong bahru ('the' place) sama sama. started chatting at macs (lol talked about all stuffs under the sky EXCEPT FOR HMW) and time flew. then we went over to long johns for dinner and the guy beside us was really freaky. haha we went to buy apple and aloe vera juice from ntuc and strepsils for Jane =) (so nice right. cos her throat was not good) we reached city hall at 630 and we decided to buy flowers. BUT we were going to be late. so we flew to marina square (all of us except sm who was STROLLING but well, cant except much frm her also haha) so suay lah. met gary and yc at the flower shop, bought flowers, met jt and jk and gorilla, then rushed over to vch. we still managed to arrive on time, but we were all sweating like crazy. ck is siao one lah. the rest (wearing single layer including me) were already sweating and ck was wearing a jacket... lol but he was having flu lah.

today was dam kuku but anyways, it was FUN =D looking forward to tmr. it is the SDMA awards ceremony =) haha also looking forward to eds night.

lol decided to blog. i seriously HATE sundays now... i HATE GOING THERE AND WASTE 5 HOURS EVERY WEEK. IF THIS CONTINUES, I WILL SERIOUSLY GO CRAZY SOONER OR LATER. ok. im pissed. i was like totally ROTTING there today... their comp is extremely laggy, and there is ABSOLUTELY nothing there. i cant even find a proper pencil to do my math!!! wth. it was horrible. i was desperately in need of something to do. dun even noe how i survived...

hope tat next sunday i wil hav something to do so that i no nd to go there... it is not that im bias or anything but it is really horrible...

hope that things will improve. haiz...

lol ytd was a leap day. once in 4 years. and leap years the movie is out =) wonder if the irish tradition is true... anyway, today has been quite a tiring day, maybe it is cos i just reached home at like 12 midnight.

having a little problem with religion. but tats beside the point. just had a la film meeting. lol went on quite ok i guess. accomplished quite a lot. then tesia and sx had to go. ok so now, left with me,sm,hg and dloh. haha started talking and sm was really dam KUKU. i guess i can call her the KUKU-QUEEN. with the isetan coupons and the chocolate. sm u still owe me something for dirtying my bag... but the stupid thing was, we wanted to leave but ended up playing bridge outside kfc. haha i totally pawn with dloh!!!! lol sm was erm... didnt win any after i think 4 rounds. haha. the way she play ar. really can get 'NO BLOOD PRESSURE' one. but luckily, i didnt really partner with her so i managed to save myself =D oh ya. and to the mahjong kakis, rmb the tarrot card and the 'tower'. she is still 'traumatised' by it and its gonna hav some symbolic meaning thing. haha.

dloh went home to do hmw... and the three of us went simei starbucks. lol. sm was having a struggle btw whether or not to hav her cheese cake cos she thought it was too ex, but in the end she settled for a latte which was not any much cheaper -.- lol hg supposedly didnt noe how to pronounce 'venti caramel frappucino'... anyway, we played dai di there and it went on quite well. and i really mean quite. it actually was good, minus a bit of kuku-ness here and there by u-noe-who. in the end, a guy came over and told us ' sorry, but u cant play cards here.' and we stopped and decided to go home. sm took the mrt. hg walked home. and i walked home. so we all went diff directions. lol.

tata, i reach home at 12 mn.

some quote (more of jokes) of the day (most by sm)

playing bridge...
sm: oh i wan2 play 3 no-hearts!
hg,dloh,me: hahaha 3 no-hearts?!?!?!

in simei...
sm: aiya i dun wan2 play lah (takes up her stack of cards and started rearranging)
hg,me: ... then y u take up ur cards.

hg,me: y u take so long to come back from the toilet? hg went after u and came back before u.
sm: oh. cos i was strolling back and enjoying the SCENERY (of simei)
hg,me: hahaha simei also got scenery one ar.

haiz and many, many more kuku stuff. haha. sm. rmb the THREE WORDS tat gary told u on ur bdae =)