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Wednesday, March 12, 2008, 12:26 pm
haiz im now doing rr in sch. trying hard to find the spirit to go on...sianz. tired. pissed. my other group membs dun even seem like they care. i seem to be the one solo-ing everything...sm is playing a mundane song now. makes me feel like sleeping... i nd to find back the passion to do rr again. just like two years ago. with gary, yc and sm. first time seeing the rr track and working one it. one and only time completing the track. even though it took 50 sec, it was fun. i wan2 find back the passion. but now im dam tired. i hate this group. u are dam ironic. mths ago, u promised tat it would be fine. no matter how much i argued, u refused to listen. and now. see wat happens. im not only scared of him. im scared of u too... now everything is placed right in front of ur eyes. do u regret ur decision and decided my misery. haiz. but well. i could not do anything then. u controlled everything. wat can i do. sianz. now. it is horrible. the two of u totally crashed my passion for rr. pushed all the rubbish to me. i completed the rubbish given but wat happens. u both did not even do ur part. im supposed too feel pissed and irritated. but now. im just tired. i wish to find back my feeling and passion. just two days away from the competition. can things get any worse.
ps. im not emo. just tired. theres a diff. dun get offended or anything if u noe who im talking abt. its just my feelings.
