today is really screwed up. plus walking home alone in a relatively cold weather with a cool breeze makes it worse. somehow i feel that im getting emo. ok, not to the extend like last year. maybe i shouldnt use the word emo. more of. reminiscence. dunno if i spelt it correctly but well. anyways, just felt screwed up this year. everything is changing like crazy. my sch work, frens, cliques, projects, even my family stuff... things are really different now. i feel really slack this year when i actually wanted to do well. tests results are bad as well. together with everything else.

ok im being so reflective cos of wat happened today. the day started of ok, a little bad. but by the end, it was horrid. esp ending the day with a stupid physics group work. if the last period was not physics, it would have been a million times better. things just cocked up with the grouping. we were supposed to be in a group when everything just... theres no word for it. i guess ching, jane and sm understands. i've nvr seen this thing happening before and it is really weird and shocking...maybe a bit of pissed as well.

i guess im affected by rr as well. these days i find myself getting pissed easily. i really regret for rr.

i shall stop 'emo-ing' even though it doesnt seem like it. gotta study for empire of the sun le (or at least try and read the notes) tata.